Happy Things

Wow..
Today..
So happy..
So full..
So fun..

Today...
Went to Iz's house for Raya..
Lot of ppl were there..
Ameer,Bad,Din,Mukh..and lots more..
Had lots of delicious food..
Rendang..roti jala..drummets..nuggets..
Wow..damn delicious..
So stuffed..

And also...
Chinese frens were there..
Suet Yee..Suet Ee..Mei Poh..Pei Pei..
Sook Yin..Wee Vern..
We all were stuffed to the brim..

After that..we went to Sadiq's house..
Second Round..haha..
There..I finally tasted lontong..
Its kinda like a gravy..with sotong..'tempek'..and lots more stuff..
There..we got duit raya..haha..$$
Of course..going for raya..
Its not abt the $$..but abt frens and food..

There also..Suet Ee,Mei Poh and Pei Pei..
They were eating chocolates..
Immediately..Kar Yee came to my mind..
Coz she loves chocs..
We joked she would probably take the whole jar home..haha..

After that..
Me..Syuk..Mal and Syahmi..
Followed by Pei Pei..her bf..and Suet Ee..
We went to Naz's house..
Hs Aunt was getting engaged..
So..there was a banquet..

Oni me,Mal and Syahmi ate..
Pei Pei,her bf and Suet Ee went home..
There were lots of food there..
But after visiting and eating at 2 houses..
I was FULL..
But I forced myself to eat a little..

Wow..walking home was a dread..haha..
Its hard to walk with a full stomach..
My stomach was probably at its limit..haha

Hope next year..
We'll do it again..
But do it bigger with more frens..
And more food..haha..

All the small things..

All the small things that are happening..
It's making me quite unstable..
Sometimes..emotions get out of control..
So hard to keep a steady feet on the ground..

But..
I must fight it..
Mayb..its just that I'm rili thinking too much..
I hope its nothing..

Hope that its just my imagination..
Hope that can pass throught this difficult time..
In one piece..Heart and all still intact..
I dun wanna give up this friendship..

YEAH!!
Time to FIGHT THE SYSTEM!!
I'm never gonna give up..
And deep in my heart..
Keeping a hope that things will return to normal again..

Almost Here

Did I hear you right

'Cause I thought you said

Let's think it over

You have been my life

And I never planned

Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light

Where a love once shined so bright

Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's

Not enough

But when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world

If I had a chance

Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child

Throw your arms around me

Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's

Not enough

But when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here

(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)

And when I hold you, you're almost here

(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)

(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears

'Cause I know I'm almost here)

Only almost here

No Air

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh

I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to flow to you
There’s no gravity to hold me down, for real

But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don’t know how but I don’t even care

So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

No more

No air

Baby

There's no air, no air

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air

(Do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air,
No air

Skool Re-opens..

Haiz..
First day of skool lor..
After 1 week of holiday..haiz..
Becoming more n more lazy..

During assembly..
Went to hang out at the backstage as usual..
Too bad only Chun Wooi was there..
Damn that Adam..
Coz of work no nid go skool..LOL

Then went in class..
Saw all of the muslim friends..
Haiz..a bit kuih raya oso dun hav..
Kedekut arr korang..hahahaha
Mayb this saturday will go visit their houses..
Not to get money..but to taste the food..LOL

Then..
The happiest thing today is..
Me,Mun Yee,Hui Yong and Sook Yin..
We discussed abt our year-end Genting trip..
WALAO..happy dao..
Talk..talk..talk..till all oso like no heart to study liao..

Hope this time..
This trip rili happens..
And nobody 'let aeroplane' again..
Last year oso got plan de..
But coz of damn Adam..
Say oni when oso can go..
Then when wan book edi..
He aeroplane.. >.<

Wow..
Rili can't wait till the holiday starts..
Can come out and play..
But oso must start worry abt SPM..
Bt now..jz need to worry abt Final Exam..
And if got ppl aeroplane..hahaha

Oh yeah..
Today I actually went fot duty at canteen leh!!
Wow..dunno how long no go duty liao..
I oso quite suprised y I go for duty..LOL..

Guess I have to start save money now..
Coz I also have to go to China before the Genting trip..
And also..
Have to work hard for the exams..
If I still wanna be in the top class next year..
And also to keep my promises..

So my dear friends..
Lets work hard together..
GAMBATEH!!