OMFG!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!
This engine won't start..
Its like less than 1 month before SPM..
People are doing their revisions..
While I'm still....zzz..

Is this normal..or is it just me?
FML!

Wish I was living in the second world war now..
So I could just join the army and not worry about a single thing..
Need not worry about love..I will have strong brotherhood bonds in the army..
Need not worry about money..Not much use in the army during a war anyway...
Need not worry about food..I'll just down whatever I can swallow..
Need not worry about future..coz probably I'll die somewhere during the course of the war anyway..
At least I'm fighting for something or someone..
Protect the greater good..
Protect your loved ones..
All that shit..

But I'm not living in the second world war now am I?
So..this engine better start fast..or else..

Boring day

Today's school sucks..
Most of them are absent..
Some of them went to the Nike fitness test or something..
I was left alone in the class..
No one to talk to..
Except Akmal and the gang..

I hope I get the first batch for NS..
Since I already can't go to Shang Hai..
Cause my passport is almost dead..
And my mum did not include me cause I still don't fucking know which batch I am in..

If I get the second batch..then that means my new year celebrations are virtually over..
No one to celebrate with..unless all my friends get the second batch also..
But if they all get the first batch and me second..
LOL~!! Might as well hang myself.. :x

So hope I get the first batch.. *fingers crossed

开不了口

才离开没多久就开始
担心今天的你过的好不好
整个画面是你
想你想到睡不着

嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样
还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你
想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬
(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼
( 没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层
我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到
你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口
让她知道
我一定会呵护着你
也逗你笑
你对我有多重要
我後悔没
让你知道
安静的听你撒娇
看你睡着一直到老

就是开不了口
让她知道
就是那麽简单几句
我办不到
整颗心悬在半空
我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到
但那个人已经不是我

3 WEEKS!!

3 weeks left!!
Gotta start changing..
Gotta start doing something..
Gotta start looking busy..

3 weeks more..
After that..
Comes SPM..
The bane in my life right now..
The 'passport' of my future..
The first step..
Hope I do well..

After that..
Time to relax..
Have fun with friends..
Go to NS..
Decide on which course to study..
Experience things..
Get my driving license..

After that..
Enter: College life..
New people..
New experience.
Bright future(I hope at least) :P
And try to keep in touch with friends..
Do crazy things together...
Re-live some of our moments together for old times sake..

Until then..my friends..
Lets work hard now..
Its now or never..

Lets hope this is the beginning of a bright future..
For all of us..
Family..friends..acquantainces..

Note to self :
I can't be thinking of you always..
Occasionally..maybe.. :)
But in the future..who knows..

Bored and frustrated

Its Mid-Autumn..
And I'm stuck at home..
With nothing to do...

Too lazy to play games..
Too lazy to study for SPM..
Too lazy to read my novels..
Too lazy to sleep..

I don't know what's hapening to me..
The boredom is slowly killing me ftom the inside..
And if thats not bad enough..
The boredom brings about the thoughts of you..

I'm afraid I'm falling deeper and deeper..
Your smile..
Your laugh..
Your angelic face..
Its driving me crazy..
I'm afraid there's no turning back..

Sometimes..the boredom makes me wanna kill myself..

Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Ah, I just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And I know that it's love because

These lines keep playing over and over again in my head...

Well not exactly love but..
I don't know what to say anymore..
Now I really don't know what to do..
SHIT!!!

One Month

ONE MONTH LEFT!!
One month till the big exam..
Not quite ready though..
Still haven't decided what course to study..

Time to double the efforts..
Time to go overdrive..

Lately not much happened in school..
Things are still a bit slow..
But I'm pretty sure..things will go hyperdrive soon..

One thing I'm worried about though..
I feel I might be SMITTEN...
Gosh..hope its just a phase and will pass on...