Wow..
Today..
So happy..
So full..
So fun..
Today...
Went to Iz's house for Raya..
Lot of ppl were there..
Ameer,Bad,Din,Mukh..and lots more..
Had lots of delicious food..
Rendang..roti jala..drummets..nuggets..
Wow..damn delicious..
So stuffed..
And also...
Chinese frens were there..
Suet Yee..Suet Ee..Mei Poh..Pei Pei..
Sook Yin..Wee Vern..
We all were stuffed to the brim..
After that..we went to Sadiq's house..
Second Round..haha..
There..I finally tasted lontong..
Its kinda like a gravy..with sotong..'tempek'..and lots more stuff..
There..we got duit raya..haha..$$
Of course..going for raya..
Its not abt the $$..but abt frens and food..
There also..Suet Ee,Mei Poh and Pei Pei..
They were eating chocolates..
Immediately..Kar Yee came to my mind..
Coz she loves chocs..
We joked she would probably take the whole jar home..haha..
After that..
Me..Syuk..Mal and Syahmi..
Followed by Pei Pei..her bf..and Suet Ee..
We went to Naz's house..
Hs Aunt was getting engaged..
So..there was a banquet..
Oni me,Mal and Syahmi ate..
Pei Pei,her bf and Suet Ee went home..
There were lots of food there..
But after visiting and eating at 2 houses..
I was FULL..
But I forced myself to eat a little..
Wow..walking home was a dread..haha..
Its hard to walk with a full stomach..
My stomach was probably at its limit..haha
Hope next year..
We'll do it again..
But do it bigger with more frens..
And more food..haha..
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
All the small things..
All the small things that are happening..
It's making me quite unstable..
Sometimes..emotions get out of control..
So hard to keep a steady feet on the ground..
But..
I must fight it..
Mayb..its just that I'm rili thinking too much..
I hope its nothing..
Hope that its just my imagination..
Hope that can pass throught this difficult time..
In one piece..Heart and all still intact..
I dun wanna give up this friendship..
YEAH!!
Time to FIGHT THE SYSTEM!!
I'm never gonna give up..
And deep in my heart..
Keeping a hope that things will return to normal again..
It's making me quite unstable..
Sometimes..emotions get out of control..
So hard to keep a steady feet on the ground..
But..
I must fight it..
Mayb..its just that I'm rili thinking too much..
I hope its nothing..
Hope that its just my imagination..
Hope that can pass throught this difficult time..
In one piece..Heart and all still intact..
I dun wanna give up this friendship..
YEAH!!
Time to FIGHT THE SYSTEM!!
I'm never gonna give up..
And deep in my heart..
Keeping a hope that things will return to normal again..
Almost Here
Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here
Monday, October 6, 2008
No Air
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to flow to you
There’s no gravity to hold me down, for real
But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don’t know how but I don’t even care
So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air
No more
No air
Baby
There's no air, no air
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
(Do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air,
No air
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to flow to you
There’s no gravity to hold me down, for real
But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don’t know how but I don’t even care
So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air
No more
No air
Baby
There's no air, no air
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
(Do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air,
No air
Skool Re-opens..
Haiz..
First day of skool lor..
After 1 week of holiday..haiz..
Becoming more n more lazy..
During assembly..
Went to hang out at the backstage as usual..
Too bad only Chun Wooi was there..
Damn that Adam..
Coz of work no nid go skool..LOL
Then went in class..
Saw all of the muslim friends..
Haiz..a bit kuih raya oso dun hav..
Kedekut arr korang..hahahaha
Mayb this saturday will go visit their houses..
Not to get money..but to taste the food..LOL
Then..
The happiest thing today is..
Me,Mun Yee,Hui Yong and Sook Yin..
We discussed abt our year-end Genting trip..
WALAO..happy dao..
Talk..talk..talk..till all oso like no heart to study liao..
Hope this time..
This trip rili happens..
And nobody 'let aeroplane' again..
Last year oso got plan de..
But coz of damn Adam..
Say oni when oso can go..
Then when wan book edi..
He aeroplane.. >.<
Wow..
Rili can't wait till the holiday starts..
Can come out and play..
But oso must start worry abt SPM..
Bt now..jz need to worry abt Final Exam..
And if got ppl aeroplane..hahaha
Oh yeah..
Today I actually went fot duty at canteen leh!!
Wow..dunno how long no go duty liao..
I oso quite suprised y I go for duty..LOL..
Guess I have to start save money now..
Coz I also have to go to China before the Genting trip..
And also..
Have to work hard for the exams..
If I still wanna be in the top class next year..
And also to keep my promises..
So my dear friends..
Lets work hard together..
GAMBATEH!!
First day of skool lor..
After 1 week of holiday..haiz..
Becoming more n more lazy..
During assembly..
Went to hang out at the backstage as usual..
Too bad only Chun Wooi was there..
Damn that Adam..
Coz of work no nid go skool..LOL
Then went in class..
Saw all of the muslim friends..
Haiz..a bit kuih raya oso dun hav..
Kedekut arr korang..hahahaha
Mayb this saturday will go visit their houses..
Not to get money..but to taste the food..LOL
Then..
The happiest thing today is..
Me,Mun Yee,Hui Yong and Sook Yin..
We discussed abt our year-end Genting trip..
WALAO..happy dao..
Talk..talk..talk..till all oso like no heart to study liao..
Hope this time..
This trip rili happens..
And nobody 'let aeroplane' again..
Last year oso got plan de..
But coz of damn Adam..
Say oni when oso can go..
Then when wan book edi..
He aeroplane.. >.<
Wow..
Rili can't wait till the holiday starts..
Can come out and play..
But oso must start worry abt SPM..
Bt now..jz need to worry abt Final Exam..
And if got ppl aeroplane..hahaha
Oh yeah..
Today I actually went fot duty at canteen leh!!
Wow..dunno how long no go duty liao..
I oso quite suprised y I go for duty..LOL..
Guess I have to start save money now..
Coz I also have to go to China before the Genting trip..
And also..
Have to work hard for the exams..
If I still wanna be in the top class next year..
And also to keep my promises..
So my dear friends..
Lets work hard together..
GAMBATEH!!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
My Life
My life..
Wat a life I live..
So damn boring..
So bland..
So routine..
Nearly everyday is the same..
Its like clockwork..
My life..
It also changed a lot..
I used to like holidays..
Be it weekends..
Or long ones..
Where everyday would be filled with activities..
Hanging out..Sports..Movies..
But now..
Seems like everybody's busy..
Tution..
Work..
Its not like before anymore..
Sundays will be spent at home..
Walking about the house aimlessly..
Listening to songs..
All the boring-boring things..
It feels so lonely to be at home..
Eventhough my family's here..
It feels so empty..
Which is why it is worst on weekdays..
When only I'm home alone..
Especially on weekday holidays..
Waking up to find urself all alone..
Not a soul in the house..
Feels so empty..
This all happened when I moved houses..
When I'm still living in my old home..
Yeah..old "Home"..its so much warmer..
But now..its "house"..empty house..
My old home..where I'm nearer to my friends..
Nearer to all the pasar malams'..
Nearer to skool..
Nearer to the badminton court..
Nearer to the football field..
Nearer to the mamak stall..
Which all now seems so distant..
From where I live now..
But here..in my new house..
I am closer to some friends..
I am also can play football here with new friends..
I am also hav a nearby 24 hour restaurant..
I am also closer to my tution centre..
I am also closer to my relative's home..
But its never the same compared to my old home..
I miss it so much..
Eventhough its smaller compared to my house now..
Eventhough its uglier than my house now..
Eventhough it doesen't have guards compared to my house noe..
Eventhough I have to share rooms with my uncle..
At least its warm..
Warmer to how I feel living here now..
All the memories there..
I practically grew up living there..
My childhood friends..
My playground..
All there...
The only thing I enjoy living here right now..
Is the long walks to anywhere..
To skool..
To play football with old friends..
To the badminton court..
To Brem Mall..
To my grandparents home..
Yeah..
The long walks..
I enjoy it..
Walking for abt 45-30 mins..
All alone..
Listening to songs on my phone..
Feeling the wind..
Feeling the raindrops..
Feeling the warm sun..
It seems like sometimes..
My mood just matches the song..
It like my mood is synchronised with the songs..
Sometimes also..
It seems like the weather matches with my mood..
Sometimes..
The warm sun shines..
When I'm feeling good..
Sometimes..
The wind blows..
When I'm feeling moody or don't know how I feel..its hard to describe..
The rain pours..
When I'm feeling down..
Not only does the weather matches my mood..
But matches the songs also..
Especially the meaning of the song..
The lyrics..
The feel that the song gives out..
Mayb..
My life is destined to be lonely..
Mayb..
I'm meant to live in solitude..
Mayb..
But..
One thing is for sure..
I'm at my happiest when I'm with my friends..
Chatting..
Playing..
Bullshitting..XDXD
Gossiping..
Footballing..
Bowling..
Batminton-ing..
What ever-ing..
Doing nothing..
Yeah..
Even if I'm doing nothing with my friends..
I'm happy..
Without them..
What would I do?
Especially my 'heng dai's
My best friends..
My friends..
My classmates..
My friends from camp..
My close friends..
Yeah..
All those friends..
I sure hope our friendship lasts forever..
You all are the very reason that I don't feel lonely..
When I'm not with you all..
It feels like I'm the only person in the world..
Lonely..
Gu dan..
Solitary..
The world is black and white..
But with you all..
Yeah..
With you all..
Seems like life is full of colours..
So much has changed in my life..
Friends come and go..
Change houses..
Changed football fields..
I've experienced so many things..
Even things that I thought will never happen to me..
Love..
Camps..
Seminars..
And many other events..
There are also many regrets in my life..
Sometimes..I just wish I could rewind life..
Undo all the wrongs..
Correct things..
But I guess its never gonna happen..
I rili missed life before I moved house..
But there are also things that happened here..
Or could not possibly have happened if I did not move..
In my new house that I'm happy about..
Sometimes..
I miss my life in primary skool..
So carefree..
Play..
Play..
And play..
No homework..
No responsobilities..
No pressure..
I sometimes wish I will never have to go to middle skool..
But..
Here..in middle skool..
I met many new friends..
Learned many new things..
Experienced many things..
Felt many feelings..
Thought about a lot of things..
Sometimes..
I wish I can remain in the past..
Sometimes..
I wish I can move on to the future..
Its making me go crazy..
My life..
As a teenager..
All those crazy things that happened..
All those memorable events..
All those beautiful memories..
All those feelings..
All those thoughts..
All those sights..
All those sounds..
All those people that walked in and out of my life..
Has changed me..
I learned to care..
I learned to love..
I learned to protect..
I learned to appreciate..
I learned to live..
Sometimes..
I hate my life..
Sometimes..
I love my life..
Its also making me go crazy..
Sometimes..
I don't knoe..
If I'm living life..
Or just barely surviving..
All the pressure..
All the expactations..
All the responsobilities..
Its all making me very tired..
Tired of life..
But..
My friends..
My feelings..
My thoughts..
It makes me appreciate my life..
I don't knoe whether I hate or love my life..
Sometimes..
I just wish..
I can walk away..
While listening to songs from my phone..
Just keep on walking..
Leave everything behind..
Leave the pressures of life..
Leave all the responsobilities..
And keep on walking..
Never to come back..
But then..
I would have to leave my friends behind..
I would never want to do that..
But mayb..
Mayb just one day..
I might have to leave it all behind..
Including my friends..
And walk away..
Never to comeback..
Ever again..
Wat a life I live..
So damn boring..
So bland..
So routine..
Nearly everyday is the same..
Its like clockwork..
My life..
It also changed a lot..
I used to like holidays..
Be it weekends..
Or long ones..
Where everyday would be filled with activities..
Hanging out..Sports..Movies..
But now..
Seems like everybody's busy..
Tution..
Work..
Its not like before anymore..
Sundays will be spent at home..
Walking about the house aimlessly..
Listening to songs..
All the boring-boring things..
It feels so lonely to be at home..
Eventhough my family's here..
It feels so empty..
Which is why it is worst on weekdays..
When only I'm home alone..
Especially on weekday holidays..
Waking up to find urself all alone..
Not a soul in the house..
Feels so empty..
This all happened when I moved houses..
When I'm still living in my old home..
Yeah..old "Home"..its so much warmer..
But now..its "house"..empty house..
My old home..where I'm nearer to my friends..
Nearer to all the pasar malams'..
Nearer to skool..
Nearer to the badminton court..
Nearer to the football field..
Nearer to the mamak stall..
Which all now seems so distant..
From where I live now..
But here..in my new house..
I am closer to some friends..
I am also can play football here with new friends..
I am also hav a nearby 24 hour restaurant..
I am also closer to my tution centre..
I am also closer to my relative's home..
But its never the same compared to my old home..
I miss it so much..
Eventhough its smaller compared to my house now..
Eventhough its uglier than my house now..
Eventhough it doesen't have guards compared to my house noe..
Eventhough I have to share rooms with my uncle..
At least its warm..
Warmer to how I feel living here now..
All the memories there..
I practically grew up living there..
My childhood friends..
My playground..
All there...
The only thing I enjoy living here right now..
Is the long walks to anywhere..
To skool..
To play football with old friends..
To the badminton court..
To Brem Mall..
To my grandparents home..
Yeah..
The long walks..
I enjoy it..
Walking for abt 45-30 mins..
All alone..
Listening to songs on my phone..
Feeling the wind..
Feeling the raindrops..
Feeling the warm sun..
It seems like sometimes..
My mood just matches the song..
It like my mood is synchronised with the songs..
Sometimes also..
It seems like the weather matches with my mood..
Sometimes..
The warm sun shines..
When I'm feeling good..
Sometimes..
The wind blows..
When I'm feeling moody or don't know how I feel..its hard to describe..
The rain pours..
When I'm feeling down..
Not only does the weather matches my mood..
But matches the songs also..
Especially the meaning of the song..
The lyrics..
The feel that the song gives out..
Mayb..
My life is destined to be lonely..
Mayb..
I'm meant to live in solitude..
Mayb..
But..
One thing is for sure..
I'm at my happiest when I'm with my friends..
Chatting..
Playing..
Bullshitting..XDXD
Gossiping..
Footballing..
Bowling..
Batminton-ing..
What ever-ing..
Doing nothing..
Yeah..
Even if I'm doing nothing with my friends..
I'm happy..
Without them..
What would I do?
Especially my 'heng dai's
My best friends..
My friends..
My classmates..
My friends from camp..
My close friends..
Yeah..
All those friends..
I sure hope our friendship lasts forever..
You all are the very reason that I don't feel lonely..
When I'm not with you all..
It feels like I'm the only person in the world..
Lonely..
Gu dan..
Solitary..
The world is black and white..
But with you all..
Yeah..
With you all..
Seems like life is full of colours..
So much has changed in my life..
Friends come and go..
Change houses..
Changed football fields..
I've experienced so many things..
Even things that I thought will never happen to me..
Love..
Camps..
Seminars..
And many other events..
There are also many regrets in my life..
Sometimes..I just wish I could rewind life..
Undo all the wrongs..
Correct things..
But I guess its never gonna happen..
I rili missed life before I moved house..
But there are also things that happened here..
Or could not possibly have happened if I did not move..
In my new house that I'm happy about..
Sometimes..
I miss my life in primary skool..
So carefree..
Play..
Play..
And play..
No homework..
No responsobilities..
No pressure..
I sometimes wish I will never have to go to middle skool..
But..
Here..in middle skool..
I met many new friends..
Learned many new things..
Experienced many things..
Felt many feelings..
Thought about a lot of things..
Sometimes..
I wish I can remain in the past..
Sometimes..
I wish I can move on to the future..
Its making me go crazy..
My life..
As a teenager..
All those crazy things that happened..
All those memorable events..
All those beautiful memories..
All those feelings..
All those thoughts..
All those sights..
All those sounds..
All those people that walked in and out of my life..
Has changed me..
I learned to care..
I learned to love..
I learned to protect..
I learned to appreciate..
I learned to live..
Sometimes..
I hate my life..
Sometimes..
I love my life..
Its also making me go crazy..
Sometimes..
I don't knoe..
If I'm living life..
Or just barely surviving..
All the pressure..
All the expactations..
All the responsobilities..
Its all making me very tired..
Tired of life..
But..
My friends..
My feelings..
My thoughts..
It makes me appreciate my life..
I don't knoe whether I hate or love my life..
Sometimes..
I just wish..
I can walk away..
While listening to songs from my phone..
Just keep on walking..
Leave everything behind..
Leave the pressures of life..
Leave all the responsobilities..
And keep on walking..
Never to come back..
But then..
I would have to leave my friends behind..
I would never want to do that..
But mayb..
Mayb just one day..
I might have to leave it all behind..
Including my friends..
And walk away..
Never to comeback..
Ever again..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADIQ!!
Err..
First..
I would like to say sorry to Sadiq..
Actually his b-day was yesterday..
But I couldn't blog yesterday coz of some problemz with the net..
Sorry dude..
Yeah..
Yesterday was Sadiq's b-day..
He is one of my best bud..
Also one of the ppl me,akmal,nazirul,syahmi and syuk always tease..LOL
But I think he's already used to it..XDXD
Its not like he never tease me b4..
Yesterday..when he went into the class..
Everybody sang happy birthday for him..
But if you look at his face yesterday..
It was..kinda..er..blur and no expression.. =.=''
I thoght he was gonna be touched or cry or something..
But I guess BIG boys don't cry huh..LOL
He even got a b-day present from Iz..
Lucky him..LOL
Anyway..
Here's a super duper late birthday wish from me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADIQ!!
Again..sorry dude..
Aku betul-betul ade problem semalam arr..
Sori yek..
First..
I would like to say sorry to Sadiq..
Actually his b-day was yesterday..
But I couldn't blog yesterday coz of some problemz with the net..
Sorry dude..
Yeah..
Yesterday was Sadiq's b-day..
He is one of my best bud..
Also one of the ppl me,akmal,nazirul,syahmi and syuk always tease..LOL
But I think he's already used to it..XDXD
Its not like he never tease me b4..
Yesterday..when he went into the class..
Everybody sang happy birthday for him..
But if you look at his face yesterday..
It was..kinda..er..blur and no expression.. =.=''
I thoght he was gonna be touched or cry or something..
But I guess BIG boys don't cry huh..LOL
He even got a b-day present from Iz..
Lucky him..LOL
Anyway..
Here's a super duper late birthday wish from me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADIQ!!
Again..sorry dude..
Aku betul-betul ade problem semalam arr..
Sori yek..
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