Tick Tock

Tick Tock..
Tick Tock..
Tick Tock..

The hour draws near..

Tick Tock..
Tick Tock..
Tick Tock..

Will I survive?

Save me...

You've walked too far to turn back..
Time is slipping..
You had all the time you need to do what is necessary..
Yet you did not do enough..
And now here you are..
Sunlight draws closer..
Your heart pounds..
FAILURE, your biggest FEAR, eating away at you..
Words of comfort and support, helps a little, filling the worry inside..
Less than 10 hours left..

SAVE ME.....

Bliss

That cozy living room..
Those horror movies..
That comfy sofa..
That cup of 100 plus..
That bowl of fruit salad..
That packet of snack..
That cone of ice-cream..

Happiness..
You can see it in my eyes..
Did you?
I bet not...
So I'm telling you now..
I am happy during that time =)

Regret

Why do I always have to be like this??
When will I ever learn??
When will I ever change??

Stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid...

Misunderstood..

Why is it that sometimes I am rather easily misunderstood?
Sometimes I'm just saying something but people think that I am angry..
Maybe its something to do with my deep voice?
When I speak softly..its like no sound will come out..
But when I speak up a bit.. people will think I'm angry..

But that's ok...

You know when it is bad,
When you are just typing what you want to say,
And people still think you are angry,
Although you are not even using caps lock..
==
FML..

I don't normally care about these things.
Maybe the pressure is finally setting in...
I never thought this would happen to me..
But maybe its finally happening..
I hope it'll be gone soon..
Cause I'll crack under pressure..

How now?

Trials already..results still like this...
How to go to U?
Maybe A-Levels was really a wrong choice?
Or is it that I am not working hard enough?
This time sure die liao..
Only one month left...
Can I make it?
Haiz... I don't know..
Seriously don't know....
How now?

One Month...

Do you know what day it is today?
Today is our first month together..
I know..nobody celebrates months..
But I just want you to know that this 1 month for me..is very happy..

I know we are both busy with studies and exams..
But I'm happy that we managed to find time to spend with each other..
We don't need to go on dates often..but small things like the time we spent together in the car, eating lunch or studying together is also satisfying enough...

I hope this relationship will get better and stronger as time pass.. :)
Love you~ <3