Birthday??

I received a message wishing me Happy Birthday...
From a person I never even expected..
At a time I did not even think of..
And at 2 whole months before my birthday..

Did I made the mistake..and told you the wrong date?
Or did you made the mistake..recording it on the wrong date..

That message made me confused the whole day..
And stupidly checking the phone over and over again for a reply..
I was so alert I grabbed my phone once it rang..
But as expected..there was none from you..

Congratulations..
You brought those feelings back..
The anxiety of waiting for your replys..
The moments spent together..
Played in my mind..all day long..

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!

Why is it that this niggling feeling is still in there..
It is as if its staying inside refusing to die..
It's been 2 months now..
Why is the fucking feeling still there..

Die you stupid feeling..
Die..