Saturday, October 11, 2008

Happy Things

Wow..
Today..
So happy..
So full..
So fun..

Today...
Went to Iz's house for Raya..
Lot of ppl were there..
Ameer,Bad,Din,Mukh..and lots more..
Had lots of delicious food..
Rendang..roti jala..drummets..nuggets..
Wow..damn delicious..
So stuffed..

And also...
Chinese frens were there..
Suet Yee..Suet Ee..Mei Poh..Pei Pei..
Sook Yin..Wee Vern..
We all were stuffed to the brim..

After that..we went to Sadiq's house..
Second Round..haha..
There..I finally tasted lontong..
Its kinda like a gravy..with sotong..'tempek'..and lots more stuff..
There..we got duit raya..haha..$$
Of course..going for raya..
Its not abt the $$..but abt frens and food..

There also..Suet Ee,Mei Poh and Pei Pei..
They were eating chocolates..
Immediately..Kar Yee came to my mind..
Coz she loves chocs..
We joked she would probably take the whole jar home..haha..

After that..
Me..Syuk..Mal and Syahmi..
Followed by Pei Pei..her bf..and Suet Ee..
We went to Naz's house..
Hs Aunt was getting engaged..
So..there was a banquet..

Oni me,Mal and Syahmi ate..
Pei Pei,her bf and Suet Ee went home..
There were lots of food there..
But after visiting and eating at 2 houses..
I was FULL..
But I forced myself to eat a little..

Wow..walking home was a dread..haha..
Its hard to walk with a full stomach..
My stomach was probably at its limit..haha

Hope next year..
We'll do it again..
But do it bigger with more frens..
And more food..haha..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

All the small things..

All the small things that are happening..
It's making me quite unstable..
Sometimes..emotions get out of control..
So hard to keep a steady feet on the ground..

But..
I must fight it..
Mayb..its just that I'm rili thinking too much..
I hope its nothing..

Hope that its just my imagination..
Hope that can pass throught this difficult time..
In one piece..Heart and all still intact..
I dun wanna give up this friendship..

YEAH!!
Time to FIGHT THE SYSTEM!!
I'm never gonna give up..
And deep in my heart..
Keeping a hope that things will return to normal again..

Almost Here

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

Monday, October 6, 2008

No Air

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh

I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to flow to you
There’s no gravity to hold me down, for real

But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don’t know how but I don’t even care

So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

No more

No air

Baby

There's no air, no air

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
There’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air

(Do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
There’s no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air,
No air

Skool Re-opens..

Haiz..
First day of skool lor..
After 1 week of holiday..haiz..
Becoming more n more lazy..

During assembly..
Went to hang out at the backstage as usual..
Too bad only Chun Wooi was there..
Damn that Adam..
Coz of work no nid go skool..LOL

Then went in class..
Saw all of the muslim friends..
Haiz..a bit kuih raya oso dun hav..
Kedekut arr korang..hahahaha
Mayb this saturday will go visit their houses..
Not to get money..but to taste the food..LOL

Then..
The happiest thing today is..
Me,Mun Yee,Hui Yong and Sook Yin..
We discussed abt our year-end Genting trip..
WALAO..happy dao..
Talk..talk..talk..till all oso like no heart to study liao..

Hope this time..
This trip rili happens..
And nobody 'let aeroplane' again..
Last year oso got plan de..
But coz of damn Adam..
Say oni when oso can go..
Then when wan book edi..
He aeroplane.. >.<

Wow..
Rili can't wait till the holiday starts..
Can come out and play..
But oso must start worry abt SPM..
Bt now..jz need to worry abt Final Exam..
And if got ppl aeroplane..hahaha

Oh yeah..
Today I actually went fot duty at canteen leh!!
Wow..dunno how long no go duty liao..
I oso quite suprised y I go for duty..LOL..

Guess I have to start save money now..
Coz I also have to go to China before the Genting trip..
And also..
Have to work hard for the exams..
If I still wanna be in the top class next year..
And also to keep my promises..

So my dear friends..
Lets work hard together..
GAMBATEH!!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

My Life

My life..
Wat a life I live..
So damn boring..
So bland..
So routine..
Nearly everyday is the same..
Its like clockwork..

My life..
It also changed a lot..
I used to like holidays..
Be it weekends..
Or long ones..
Where everyday would be filled with activities..
Hanging out..Sports..Movies..

But now..
Seems like everybody's busy..
Tution..
Work..
Its not like before anymore..
Sundays will be spent at home..
Walking about the house aimlessly..
Listening to songs..
All the boring-boring things..

It feels so lonely to be at home..
Eventhough my family's here..
It feels so empty..
Which is why it is worst on weekdays..
When only I'm home alone..
Especially on weekday holidays..
Waking up to find urself all alone..
Not a soul in the house..
Feels so empty..

This all happened when I moved houses..
When I'm still living in my old home..
Yeah..old "Home"..its so much warmer..
But now..its "house"..empty house..
My old home..where I'm nearer to my friends..
Nearer to all the pasar malams'..
Nearer to skool..
Nearer to the badminton court..
Nearer to the football field..
Nearer to the mamak stall..
Which all now seems so distant..
From where I live now..

But here..in my new house..
I am closer to some friends..
I am also can play football here with new friends..
I am also hav a nearby 24 hour restaurant..
I am also closer to my tution centre..
I am also closer to my relative's home..
But its never the same compared to my old home..

I miss it so much..
Eventhough its smaller compared to my house now..
Eventhough its uglier than my house now..
Eventhough it doesen't have guards compared to my house noe..
Eventhough I have to share rooms with my uncle..
At least its warm..
Warmer to how I feel living here now..
All the memories there..
I practically grew up living there..
My childhood friends..
My playground..
All there...

The only thing I enjoy living here right now..
Is the long walks to anywhere..
To skool..
To play football with old friends..
To the badminton court..
To Brem Mall..
To my grandparents home..

Yeah..
The long walks..
I enjoy it..
Walking for abt 45-30 mins..
All alone..
Listening to songs on my phone..
Feeling the wind..
Feeling the raindrops..
Feeling the warm sun..
It seems like sometimes..
My mood just matches the song..
It like my mood is synchronised with the songs..

Sometimes also..
It seems like the weather matches with my mood..
Sometimes..
The warm sun shines..
When I'm feeling good..
Sometimes..
The wind blows..
When I'm feeling moody or don't know how I feel..its hard to describe..
The rain pours..
When I'm feeling down..
Not only does the weather matches my mood..
But matches the songs also..
Especially the meaning of the song..
The lyrics..
The feel that the song gives out..

Mayb..
My life is destined to be lonely..
Mayb..
I'm meant to live in solitude..
Mayb..

But..
One thing is for sure..
I'm at my happiest when I'm with my friends..
Chatting..
Playing..
Bullshitting..XDXD
Gossiping..
Footballing..
Bowling..
Batminton-ing..
What ever-ing..
Doing nothing..
Yeah..
Even if I'm doing nothing with my friends..
I'm happy..

Without them..
What would I do?
Especially my 'heng dai's
My best friends..
My friends..
My classmates..
My friends from camp..
My close friends..
Yeah..
All those friends..

I sure hope our friendship lasts forever..
You all are the very reason that I don't feel lonely..
When I'm not with you all..
It feels like I'm the only person in the world..
Lonely..
Gu dan..
Solitary..
The world is black and white..
But with you all..
Yeah..
With you all..
Seems like life is full of colours..

So much has changed in my life..
Friends come and go..
Change houses..
Changed football fields..
I've experienced so many things..
Even things that I thought will never happen to me..
Love..
Camps..
Seminars..
And many other events..

There are also many regrets in my life..
Sometimes..I just wish I could rewind life..
Undo all the wrongs..
Correct things..
But I guess its never gonna happen..

I rili missed life before I moved house..
But there are also things that happened here..
Or could not possibly have happened if I did not move..
In my new house that I'm happy about..

Sometimes..
I miss my life in primary skool..
So carefree..
Play..
Play..
And play..
No homework..
No responsobilities..
No pressure..
I sometimes wish I will never have to go to middle skool..

But..
Here..in middle skool..
I met many new friends..
Learned many new things..
Experienced many things..
Felt many feelings..
Thought about a lot of things..

Sometimes..
I wish I can remain in the past..
Sometimes..
I wish I can move on to the future..
Its making me go crazy..

My life..
As a teenager..
All those crazy things that happened..
All those memorable events..
All those beautiful memories..
All those feelings..
All those thoughts..
All those sights..
All those sounds..
All those people that walked in and out of my life..
Has changed me..
I learned to care..
I learned to love..
I learned to protect..
I learned to appreciate..
I learned to live..

Sometimes..
I hate my life..
Sometimes..
I love my life..
Its also making me go crazy..

Sometimes..
I don't knoe..
If I'm living life..
Or just barely surviving..
All the pressure..
All the expactations..
All the responsobilities..
Its all making me very tired..
Tired of life..
But..
My friends..
My feelings..
My thoughts..
It makes me appreciate my life..
I don't knoe whether I hate or love my life..

Sometimes..
I just wish..
I can walk away..
While listening to songs from my phone..
Just keep on walking..
Leave everything behind..
Leave the pressures of life..
Leave all the responsobilities..
And keep on walking..
Never to come back..

But then..
I would have to leave my friends behind..
I would never want to do that..
But mayb..
Mayb just one day..
I might have to leave it all behind..
Including my friends..
And walk away..
Never to comeback..
Ever again..

Thursday, September 25, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADIQ!!

Err..
First..
I would like to say sorry to Sadiq..
Actually his b-day was yesterday..
But I couldn't blog yesterday coz of some problemz with the net..
Sorry dude..

Yeah..
Yesterday was Sadiq's b-day..
He is one of my best bud..
Also one of the ppl me,akmal,nazirul,syahmi and syuk always tease..LOL
But I think he's already used to it..XDXD
Its not like he never tease me b4..

Yesterday..when he went into the class..
Everybody sang happy birthday for him..
But if you look at his face yesterday..
It was..kinda..er..blur and no expression.. =.=''
I thoght he was gonna be touched or cry or something..
But I guess BIG boys don't cry huh..LOL

He even got a b-day present from Iz..
Lucky him..LOL

Anyway..
Here's a super duper late birthday wish from me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADIQ!!
Again..sorry dude..
Aku betul-betul ade problem semalam arr..
Sori yek..

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Youngsters

Today..
After tution..
While walking home..
Suddenly remembered..
Yesterday while comeing hom from kepong tution..
Saw a bunch of kids playing football at the field a few rows behind my house..
Including Suet Yee's bros..

So..
I thought..
Mayb they're playing today too..
So..
What the heck..
I took the left at the junction..
And went to the field..

They were there..
Playing..
I joined them..

Ok..
Seriously..
The kids got skills..
But..
They oso have temper..
And swear too..
OMG!
All small small nia..
Know how to swear and push ppl liao..
They seriously need to learn how to cut out the dumb stuff..

They field's shape was quite..
Err..weird..
Not square..not rectangle..
More like..quadrilateral..
At least its clean..no rubbish..
No nothing..just pure grass..

These bunch of kids..
They're crazy..
I think we played till like 7.45..
It was dark..
Add it with my short-sightedness..
Cannot see the ball liao..
I think they can continue playing till the next morning..

Then oso I discovered..
Haiz..I not fit liao..hahaha..
Old liao...Machine oso rosak liao..
Long no play..passing oso no good liao..
Have to train more..

I guess next time..
I have 2 places to play football..
1 at my old house..with classmates..
2 at here..with neighbour's kids..and friend's bros..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Happy Birthday Little Trumpet!!!

Today..
We celebrated the birthday of a beloved friend..
Little Trumpet is her name..
Actually her b-day is 2moro..
But we celebrated it early..

After skool..
Me,Kar Yee,Pei Pei,her bf,Wee Vern,Kar Lun and Suet Ee went to Brem Mall..
We went to Bee's to buy a small cake for her..
Then we gathered at the food court to celebrate..

We sang happy birthday loudly while clapping..
Obviously..everybody was looking..
They must be thinking..
"Wat the heck are this kids doing?!"..
"They crazy or something?!"..

We ordered our food and then ate the cake..
Wee Vern's mother was there too..
She even had a piece of the cake..
After that..we jz went walking around the mall..

Pei Pei trying to write on the cake

Ok..its EE ok..NOT 'PATERN' lai de..XDXD

The cake with candles

B-day girl and the b-day cake

The girls and b-day girl

The guy and b-day girl

B-day cake with lighted candles

Making a wish

Cutting cake

Removing candles using mouth

A plate with the word 'Happy Birthday'

She walked around the mall with it on her head the whole day..XDXD

Face full of cream..courtesy of Kar Yee

LOL..see her cute face..

Guess who's in the background!? XDXD

Mouth full of cherries..

Too bad another friend..

Suet Yee..

She can't be together wif us today..

Here..

I want to wish Suet Ee..

Happy Birthday!!

and

Happy Mid Autumn!!

Hope you become more clever..

and less blur!!

HAHAHAHA!!

and also wish you happy always...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Transformation..

Today..
While I was walking into the tution class..
I saw something..
Something red..
Sitting there..

It was her..
Stunning..
Decked out in a long sleeve white blouse..
With a red sweater-vest..

Since last Friday..
She was begining to dress preety to tution..
Combined with her new hairstyle..
WOW..

Seems like...
The more ppl grow..
The more they dress up..
They become more beautiful..

My friend has transformed into something beautiful..
Hope she becomes more and more beautiful..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

愛不疚

Nice song..

愛不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

A Turtle-Shaped Box

A Turtle-Shaped Box by Daniel Bailey

I had a dream the other day
That you'd driven me to madness-
Obviously I coudn't tell it was a dream-
I dreamt that, in frustration and despair,
I pulled the broken heart from my chest
Half of it I sauteed with mushrooms,
Garnished with asparagus
And partook my own Last Supper,
The other half I UPS-ed to you,
Its former owner.
I admit
(you always know when I'm lying anyway),
A small piece I saved,
To appease the sniveling, sentimental moron
Inside me who still hopes you'll come back,
And I put that piece in a turtle-shaped box
On my chest of drawers.
This was symbolic-
Some people used to believe that
the Earth was held up by a great turtle-
You were my world..but not any more.
I woke up with a strange feeling of pleasure
But I was just as mirerable as when
I had brushed my teeth and gotten into bed the night before.
I wished my dream was real-
You can't live without a heart,
It's very similar to trying to
Live without you.
I wish I was an ostrich so
I could bury my head in the ground.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Memories..

Jz got my pc back..
Switched the motherboard and RAM..
Cost 200++..

Opened my back-up files..
There's a file called chat log..
Opened it..
Looked at it..

OMG..eyes wet liao..
The chat logs brings back memories..
The sweet and warm chats..
The feel..
The words..
The days..
Will never comeback..

Where is it all gone?
Disappear suddenly..
Without a trace..

Now..
I jz hope we could be frenz..
Jz dunno y I keep thinking..
The negative way..
Avoiding me?
I knoe u promissed u will never..
Even if not together..
Keep distance?
U also said u'd never..
But will onli if I'm deeply hurt..
Which I'm not..
And you knew it..

I rili hope we could be frenz..
Why am I feeling that u are more cold towards me now?
Where's friendliness?
Like the 3 years b4?
Like in form 1..
form 2..
form 3..
earlier this year?
during camp?
during perlantikan?
when I hurt my foot?
jz thinking all this makes my eyes wet..

Can we be friends?
Like in form 1?
form 2?
form 3?
earlier this year?
helping each other's problems?
care abt each other?

I called you because I had something important to tell u..
Nothing else..
Jz to inform you something..
Not trying to get closer..
Not trying to get together again..
I jz wanted to tell the important things..
I asked a lil bit more questions..
Coz I was boring..nothing to do..
Jz hope to find someone to talk to..
To cure the loneliness and boringness..
Nothing more..
U dun have to be scared..
And its just so 'ngam' that I called..
On the 2 days that u din on9..
Jz so 'ngam' that I had important things to tell you..
U dun have to be scared..

Mayb I'm jz overacting..
Coz I knoe u are having your own problems now..
I know you were having 'no mood' days..
Mayb thats y you are more cold towards me..
I understand..
But still..I dunno y..
I cannot control my thoughts..

Do you remember?
The days that we chatted?
The feel?
The friendship?
The caring?
Can you tell me..Is it all gone?
Will it ever come back?

Please..
I jz hope to be frenz..
Dun be so cold towards me..
Dun avoid me..
It'll oni hurt me more..

I rili dunno..
If I'm jz thinking those..
Or are u rili doing it?

Please..
Let's just return to the way it was b4..
The 3 years..
Form 1..
Form 2..
Form 3..
Earlier this year..
Bring back all the caring..
Bring back all the hi's..bye's..
Good morning's..
All the hitting me and sadiq..
All the 'i zat u' 'u zat me'..
All the ' i play u' 'u play me'..
All the 'i help u' 'u help me'..
Please..bring it all back to this beautiful friendship..
omg...eyes rili wet now..
Please..bring it all back..
To this special friendship that we have..
I don't want it to become this special friendship that we "HAD"..
I dun want it to be past tense..
I want it to last forever..
Like all the friendship that I cherish..

I'm rili jz trying to be frenz..
I hope u are reading this..
I rili hope so..

If you think we could not be friends anymore..
I'll understand..
Jz..Wish You Happy Always..
Wish You Happy Birthday..
Wish You Good Morning..
Good Night..
Good Bye..
Happy New Year..
Happy Chinese New Year..
Selamat Hari Raya..
Happy Deepavali..
Merry Christmas..
Happy Valentine's Day..
Happy Holidays..
And whatever that needs wishing..
Wish you all these..

But most importantly..
Happy Always..
Dun Be Sad..

I'm rili sorry..
If I caused you troubles..
Gave you problems..
Made you restless..
Made you worried..

Its ok now..
I've said what I wanted to say..
I've said all I need..
Jz..
I rili hope this friendship lasts forever..
I rili do..

I'd hate it..
If I lost a friendship..
Built in 3 years..
And going strong..
But crumbled..
Smashed..
Broken..
Jz becoz..
I can't control my feelings..
I'm so useless..
I dun feel like a man..
I dun feel like a boy..
I dunno what I am now..

Sunday, August 24, 2008

UNITED



WOOT!!!

Thats my new United Home Kit..

Thanks Dad!!

Emo..

Past few weeks hav been quite emo..
Cried..
Laughed..
Happy-ed..
Sad..
Disappointed..
Happy again..
And many many emos mixed together..

But..
Its all over now..
But the things that happened will all be in my memories..
Tucked deep inside my heart..
For always..I will remember..
And cherish..

Thank You..

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Run..Walk..Crawl..

Since that dream..
Can't sleep...
Kept tossing and turning in bed....
Had nothing better to do..
So I thought..
Why not wake up and go jog or something..

I jogged for a while..
Then can't take it anymore..
I started walking..
Feet hurting..
I thought..
If I can't walk anymore..
I'll crawl back home..

Started at 5 a.m..
Got home by 7 a.m..
Jog/Walked for 2 hours..
Did it at the housing area..
Which she was in..
Will she see me?
Dun think so..
Oni a few days left..

Took these pic while there..








Wow...
Full moon...
I guess if I had not go out..
I won't even notice..
Since the weather's cooler..
And the quietness of the morning calms me..
I think I'll try to do it everyday..

Dream...

Now its 3 something close to 4 in the morning..
I jz had a dream..
Something scary..
I don't know whether it is real..
I hope not..
I never knew dreams could be so scary..

Its like this..

There's this girl that I like..
It started when I opened her wallet..
I saw a part of it was a lot of stickers..
I removed the stickers..
I saw a mykad..

In it a pic of the owner..
Quite handsome..
Age of around 20something..
Don't know why..but I can see..
From that pic that he's rich..

Then fast forward to a few days later..
The girl called the guy..
(Don't know how since there's no tel. number on mykads)
To return the card..
He arrived in a black BMW..
A sign that he's rich..

Then the girl and the guy kinda..
Got together..
They were very happy..

And then I woke up..
Dazed..Blurred..and cold..
I reached for my hp on the side..
It was around 3.27 a.m..

I tried to go back to sleep..
But I couldn't...
I jz lied there on the bed..
And stared at the fan..
And stared at the ceiling..

Then I decided to go downstairs..
Get a drink..
Then blog about this..

Is this jz a dream..
Or is it like..
A preview of the future?

THAT MAN IN THE MYKAD
IS NOT ME!!

SERIOUSLY!!

I knoe..
If it was real..
I should not be selfish..
And should hope the girl..
And the guy..
They stay together and happy forever..

But I...

Monday, August 18, 2008

FAST!!

Woah..
Is it juz me..
Or did you all see it too..

Is my eyes getting slower..
Or is my plasma screen on the fritz..
Or is the game actually faster..

It was so fast..
You couldn't even see the ball on replay anymore..
The players were running so fast..
Are they on steroids?

1-1..
Haiz..ok lar..bt still..
I tot we could win..

Campbell..Campbell..Campbell..
So..so..so..unlucky..
Made Given save with his head..LOL

Sure hope we can do better next time..
And I still haven't got my UNITED kit..

Saturday, August 16, 2008

EPL is BACK!!

Finally the wait is over..
EPL is back...

Lets see what will happen this season..
Big Phil at Stamford Bridge..
Samir Nasri at Emirates..
Torres on high after Euro '08 in Anfield..

Lets see what'll happen when Fergie meets Big Phil..

YEAH!!

Still hope dad doesn't break his promise..
To get me the AIG United home kit..
Kinda bored wearing the Vodafone 1..so lame..

Monday, August 11, 2008

NICE JOB!!

NICE JOB!!
WELL DONE!!
CONGRATZ!!!

WELL DONE BOON!!

BUSTED UR PC JZ AS THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING..
WHAT ARE YOU GOIN TO PLAY NOW?
PUNCH THE WALL?
WHACK THE FLY?
WALKING AROUND AIMLESSLY?

Haiz..busted my pc..
And holidays jz around the corner..
Wan play wat now?
Can't even on9..

Now using old pc..
Jaring...damn slow..
Sloppy graphics..
Laggy comp..

Y does this have to happen to me?
Damn bad luck..
Haiz...
Hopefully its jz software problem..
If its hardware problem...

HAIZ!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

More n More Like This Song..

More n more like this song..
A certain someone sent it to me..thanks..
I oredi know wat it means..


对你有感觉
歌手:江美琪 专辑:爱哭鬼

我曾深刻体会
对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你
给我安慰

看你失落的脸
又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪
它给过谁
伤透了心
也无所谓
我会愿意
静静地
陪在你身边

如果说爱
已不可为
那我宁愿
藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备
跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退
被爱包围
谁犯规
都狼狈
谁能解围
让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我
拥抱瞬间
不后悔
这暧昧
星光唯美
把爱放心里面

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Fun and Tiring

Today my persatuan held a tahan lasak activity..
My station was simple..
All they had to do was roll on the ground..
Of course..I'm not gonna let them off easy..
They had to roll on ground..filled with mud..
And get splashed with water by me..LOL

A lot of them did not dare to do this activity..
Including the boys..sissies..
When I was in primary school..
I had to crawl n roll in mud..
Under a barb wire fence..
Damn..these kids hav it easy these days..XD

Another station's mission is..
Have them eat certain amounts of food in 40 secs..
The foods are biscuits,yee mee(not cooked),and bread..
And also..mineral water+ketchup..LOL

Then there's a station where..
They need to cross a beam while swaying a hula hoop..
Damn hard..
But someone managed to do it with ease..

But the best of all is..
The last 1..
Where they had to 'masuk baris'..
Then in barisan they cannot move..
So we gather at the top of the building..
And splashed water down at them..LOL
All wet like hell..XD

Today even non-members of the persatuan helped..
Kar Yee & Pei Pei helped form the start..
Right from helping me with the mud..
To splashing water down at them..
The scout's ahli helped too..
Thanks..I appreciate it..

Then after the activities..
Me,Kar yee and Pei Pei went to eat..
Suet Ee joined us oso..
Along with a few of the scouts ahli..

While there..
I suddenly remember a trick Ameer taught me..
It's like this..
U take a straw and clap hard at it..
It will crack the straw..
Then when the person drinks..
He/She won't be drinking..but sucking air..LOL

So I took Pei Pei's glass..
And clapped at the straw..
Kar Yee,Pei Pei and Suet Ee looked at me like..
WTF?!
Then I told Pei Pei to drink..
She start sucking air..We start laughing..
Then I told her wat happened..

She immediately turn around to the scout ahli's table..
Took Kian Loong's glass and hand it to me..I clap again lor..
The she hand it back..
He start sucking air..we laugh again..
They were looking all over the glass..
Blurred..They dunno what happened..
They were like.."eh,why cannot drink edi?"
"Eh,u put wat inside orh?!"...XDXD

Then since they helped me..I belanja-ed them..
Suet Ee did not helped but got blanja too..>.<
Rm 15 fly away..

But the craziest thing that got me worried is..
After clapping Pei Pei's straw..Suet Ee started laughing..
When walking back to skool..oso laughing..
She laughed the whole way..from mamak to skool..
I'm worried I made someone's daughter crazy..

It's a fun but tiring day..

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Happy Birthday To HBK John Leong

Today after skool..
HBK,Me,Adam,David,Aaron,Soon Lai,Kok Koon and Wei Sheng
went to Brem to celebrate HBK's birthday..
We planned to watch The Mummy 3..

Then..
When we got there..
Onli HBK,Me,Adam,David and Aaron gonna watch the movie..
Soon Lai,Kok Koon and Wei Sheng jz gonna play bowling..

The movie was great..
1 of the best movies I've watched this year...
But I still haven't watch The Dark Knight.. >.<

Today..
I finally tried bowling..
The first shot is when Soon Lai them are playing..
I jz try once nia..
Struck 8..
Then after the movie..
I struck 0..

Damn..
Dunno y keep kena longkang..
Adam n David got a few strikes each..
While HBK and Aaron still doing fine..
I keep struck longkang..

Adam even named me..
Longkang King.. T.T
First time play mar Adam..
I not pro like u..

We played 2 games..
And then went home..
My score is onli 30 something 40 something..
While they all 50 60 something.. T.T

Today was a great day..
Though my feet still hurts from Tuesday's injury..

Gonna practice bowling more..
Dun 1 be Longkang King anymore..LOL

HAIRSTYLE

Today (Wednesday)..
During Sejarah tution class..
I saw a girl..
Looks quite familiar..

The girl talks like Kar Yee..
Dressed like Kar Yee..
The voice like Kar Yee..
Same colour as Kar Yee :x
And even looks like Kar Yee..

But hair not like Kar Yee?!
Actually..
Its Kar Yee..
She went and cut it short..again.. LOL

I've noticed since Rihanna change her hairstyle..
Many girls also changed to short hair..

And when Beckham got his ''mohawk'' during the 2002 World Cup..
Many guys start to copy it too..

Why we so like to copy ppl 1 hairstyle arr?
But there 1 guy I know who does not need to copy ppl's hairstyle..
Or style his hair..
But still looks good..

That's coz he HAS NO HAIR!! LOL
He is..Mr. *.***** (does not need hair..but needs polish) LOL
Uuu..SHINY!! LOL
Sorry..have to censor..LOL
Scared I might be in trouble..LOL

Oh..and today hav Sejarah test at tution..
For the objective questions..
36-40=Lulus
30-35=Fail
0-29= NO HOPE.. LOL

Damn high standards...XD
And I scored 30/40..
1 more mark less..
Then NO HOPE liao..LOL

Btw..
Malaysia lost jz 0-2?!
2 goals?!
Compared to the others that Chelsea trashed 4-0 , 7-0 !?
Unbelievable..but impressive..
Something the Malaysian fans can actually be proud off.. XDXD

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Chelsea Vs. Malaysia

It's finally here..
The Blues..
The Big Phil..
The Chelski..
Oops..I mean Chelsea..

Are they going to flood Shah Alam with goals?
Are they going to trash Malaysia?
I don't knoe wat they will do..
But I dun think Malaysia can come out on top..

If today Chelsea send its first team..
And LOSE TO MALAYSIA..
I'm gonna quit football for good..
Yup..
I'm hanging up my boots..

Btw..don't know which idiot steped or kicked my pinky toe..
During PJ..
The littlest toe on my right is now swollen..
Can't walk fast..can't run fast...
How am I gonna play this Friday?
Hope it recovers soon..

LET THE TRASHING BEGIN..
MY FOOTBALL IS ON THE LINE..
ITS UP TO YOU CHELSEA..
UNITED STILL ROCKS!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

DULANNNNNN!!!!!

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!

#@#@#^%$##@%^$^%..
#^$$%&$%&^#$^%^&%..
^%$%&^%^$%##$^#^$^..
^$&$&#%#$%&$&$&%$&$..

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!

DAMNNN!!!!!
DAMNNN!!!!!
DAMNNN!!!!!

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2moro hav to go to skool...
Damn dulan...
Saturday go skool...
Stupid arr?!
Crazy arr?!

That day I asked my mum if I can ponteng
skool 2moro n go play football..
She said yes..and tell me dun tell my sis..

Then I promised Desmond..
We'd play against the form 5..
So all was set..

Then jz now..
After tution..
While in the car..
I told my dad..
This Saturday gt skool bt I no go..
I go play football..

Then..
Straight kena a machine gun of words..
My ears are bleeding..
Whole body wounded..

Then my mum ask 2moro gt skool or nt..
I say..got la..dad scold n dun let me ponteng go play football..
Unexpectedly..
My mum pula blast with word grenades..
She said..
Of course cannot!!..ponteng skool go play football..
U stupid arr..
Those words cut like knife..

Then I said when I asked her..
She say ok 1?
She said..
I tot u say after skool onli go play..

The I repeated what she said when I asked her..
U say I can go play but dun tell my sis I ponteng skool..
She say..she where got say that..
Where got say dun tell ur sis..
Wah!!Forget about the words cutting like knife..
Now its like the oxygen is needles..
And I'm breathing it in and out..

Then what to do?
Tell Desmond can't go lor..
But lucky Suet Yee's bro got go..
Replace me..
Had to break my promise..
Lucky he not angry..

I would not hav been so sad/angry
If mum jz said I can't go play football and muz go skool when I asked..
Then I would'nt have promissed Desmond..
Then I would'nt have to break promisses..

&*^&%^(*$(#&*(&*)&)$$(&^*
$$**%^@%%^&#*^#$^#&@
&%##*&$#*&%(#&^*(^(%(&#

I wish the guys luck 2moro..
Be sure to smash the form 5 into pulp ya..
I'll be on the field when the time is right..
Sorry guys..I've let u all down...
Blame it on my damn 'good luck'..

Goin to skool on a Saturday..
Stupiddest thing I've done..
Its so STUPID that even DUMB & DUMBER
know better than to go to skool on a Saturday!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Just My Luck

Yesterday..
After phoning Sadiq to ask abt today's exam topics..
Jz as I was abt to grab the book..

Suddenly..

BLACKOUT...

Somehow the whole neighbourhood in my area..
The electricity was out!! LOL



JUST MY LUCK!!



How am I suppossed to study for today's exam?
I jz went into today's exam with a lil bit of reading b4 the exam starts..
Today's subs are Modern Math,Chemistry,BC ( i didn't take) and PJ..


Luckily the math questions are quite easy..
Mayb will fail chemistry..LOL
PJ I think hav a great chance of passing..

But yesterday..
Thanks to the blackout..
I discovered something..



As I was lepak-ing outside my house..
I saw the moon..brighter than ever b4..
According to Kexin..
"Its like a new light bulb" LOL
If you notice there's a white dot beside the moon..
Its a star..damn bright..


Before this..
I never noticed that the nightsky was so..
Beautiful..


The power was out..at abt 10.00
Then it was back on at 11.00
Onli 1 hour..What a short-lived joy..LOL
I tot I was gonna sleep without air-cond..

Then the power was out again at abt 12.00

Then 1 or 2 minutes later..It was back on..
Then sometime in midnight..
It went out again..
The heat woke me up..
Half-sleeping half-awake..
Knowing that there's nothing I can do..
I went back to sleep...LOL


Can't help but think..
That there's like some kinda idiot..
Messing with my house's main switch..LOL

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Perlantikan

The road to this perlantikan is a tough road..
Filled with obstacles...
Did a lot of the things last minute XDXD

Yesterday(Friday)..we stayed back to prep the skool hall..
And the students rehersed for their performances..
We stayed back starting at 12.30 till abt 6 something..
Which means I manage to miss both Bio and Physics class.. YEAHH!!!
But next week sure miss a lot of stuff..BOO!!

The staying back was fun..
Adam..1 of my best buds..
Helped me to prep the dewan..bcoz he is an ajk dewan..
He knows most of the P.A system stuff..
But I knoe his main reason is coz..
His GF is my setiausaha..LOL

We did have a lot of fun..
Especially during pinning words on the background..
Lots of laugh and gags..
Then we set up the P.A system..
tested out all the microphones..

Finally..
Today(Saturday) is perlantikan day..
Hav to wake up early coz muz be in skool b4 6.30..
DAMN EARLY!!

Everything went well..
Except 1 of the ahli suffered high fever..
Shivered like he is in the freezer..
Had to send him to clinic and inform his parents..
lucky he is stable now..and did not die.. :x

Their performances are highly creative and hillarious..
But filled with glitches coz of the problematic skool P.A system..
Well..shit happens right?

The most happiest thing today is..
my receiving of STAFF SERGEANT..
The highest rank in this persatuan..
and add it with my highest position of chairman..
It means I rule this persatuan..muahahahaha..
But..of course I'm fair lar..
I don't rule with an iron claw..
I ain't no Hitler.. ;)

The saddest thing is..
Becoz much of the things are done last minutes..
The souvenirs for the seniors and teachers..
Plain mugs that we hav to draw designs on..
Is being done by the seniors themselves..
This makes me feel so sad.. >.<
I told them to leave it to the other members..
But they insisted that they wanted to do it..
Their excuse is they don't want us to mess up the designs..
So they draw it themselves so that it'll look nice..
But I knoe the actual reason is becoz if we were to do it..
We won't hav time to prepare other things..

I knoe I disappointed them(seniors) many times..
I knoe I'm the most messed up pengerusi of all..
I got scolded a lot of time..
And I knoe it is becoz its for my own good..
And I deserve it..

I'll make sure the next generation will not be like me..
I'll make sure they learn from my experience..and not be like me..
I'll do my very best to help them with their troubles..
That I promise..

Now that its over..
It actually marks the end of an era..
Now..Its going to be the start of a new era..
Jz a few more months left b4 I have to choose my successor..
I'll make sure my successor won't be like me..
I'll guide him or her to the rightful path..

The after the perlantikan..
Me,Adam & GF and Kien Yong lepak-ed..
We lepak-ed at a noodle stall..
We went there at about 2..and onli left at 3 something..
We had a long talk about our experiences..
And the hillarious performances of the members..
Its been awhile since we hanged out..
It feels good..to jz relax..and talk abt our experiences..

Then I took a long walk home..
Jz relaxed and listened to songs on my phone while walking the whole way home..

Its been a busy and tiring day..
And an unforgettable day too..

Here..I wish to thank all of those who helped out..
Especially those who are not even members of this persatuan..
I thank u all..
I appreciate it..
Jz dun call me blanja u all..
Coz I broke liao..XDXDXD

Add Math = $##!$*&$$%#@$!!

Damn hate this sub..
Which idiot that created it should be killed.. :x
Coz this sub created a lot of problem for me.. LOL
Its like writing an essay with numbers and alphabets..
Damn this sub..

On Thursday..there is add math tution class..
2.45...Damn close to after skool time..
Which leave me little chance to rest..
Meaning dosing off in class..XDXD
Then always get scolded by the teacher.. :p

Last Thursday..after ponteng a few classes coz busy with my responsobilities..
Finally had time to go to class..
But on Wednesday..my friend Soon Lai told me..
"The teacher gave a paper and told us to complete it becoz he wanna check our work"..
Damn loh..paper oso dun hav how to do?

So I borrowed Kar Yee's book and took it home to hav a look how much I missed..
Damn lot..
So I photostated the paper..I MSN-ed Kar Yee..
Asked her if she finished the work..
She still can say.."huh,got work meh?"
LOL..blur..

Then she told me to bring her book the following day..
She will finish it at skool..
I said impossible..
She said if she finish how?
I say..let me tiru loh..LOL
And we betted if she finish..
I'd hav to blanja her chocolate..
Guess wat? She finished orr..
Damn lor..hav to buy chocolate liao..
But luckily I already prepared it earlier..
Jz in case..

And then I happily tiru the work and went 2 tution..
Then the teacher said..Today we'll hv a small test..
DAMN LOR!!
So..I passed up a blank paper..
Coz dunno how to do mar..
So..
When he saw..what else?
Start ngi-ngi ngor-ngor..Grumbling like an old man..

But funny thing is..
Even if he saw the paper is blank..
He still took it..LOL

Haiz..next week Thursday sure kena liao..
Haiz..damn add math.. >.<

Monday, July 7, 2008

Babana and Payapa XDXDXD =.=''

Babana = banana
Payapa = papaya

It happened during Biology class today..
While studying nutrition..the teacher showed us a pic of the food pyramid..
On a section of it was a pic of banana and papaya..
Shukery..suddenly blurrted out 'babana' instead of banana..
We laughed our ass off..

Akmal then replied..
'Then the betik is what?'
'Payapa?'
Again we laughed our ass off..

And then came a flurry of names..
'banaba','payaya','pariapa'..
'bapaya','panana'...
haiz..stupid.. =.=''

Haiz..sometimes they are so funny..
Going to skool seems more like going to circus..LOL

Then during English class..
Before the teacher leave the class..
She called me and another 3 ppl out..
She said next time..
She would give the four of us more work..

WTF!!

When I asked her why..
She said...
So that I could learn more..
Yeah Right..Like I'm the onli 1 who needs to learn more..
Then Sadiq..who got called out oso said..
"it is unfair for the others coz onli 4 of us learn more"..LOL
The teacher replied..
"no,it is unfair for the 4 of u..not them".. =.='' swt..

Again I asked her why..
She said..
So that I would not get bored in class..
Yeah Right..
She's saying as though the things she teach in class is like a piece of cake for me.. =.=''
(but actually sometimes is rili quite easy de.. :p)
And then she left the class..

WTF ORR!!! MORE WORK!?

Haiz..

Sadiq then said this might be becoz..
She wanted to train the 4 of us for next year's spelling bee..
WTF!! Train for spelling bee with giving exra work?!
Seems weird..haiz..
So stupid lar..
I also lazy to do homework 1..
Now muz do extra English work.. swt lar..

But still..
The teacher's motive for giving us extra English work..
Is still unknown.. >.<

Sunday, July 6, 2008

"Tangan Ayam" XDXD

Han - Tangan
Cock - Ayam
Hancock - Tangan Ayam

That's the movie that we went to see today(Saturday)..
At the spanking-new Kepong Brem Mall..

There were 6 of us..
Me,Adam,David,Juen Woei,HBK and Adrian..

Quite a nice movie..
Funny too..
The special effects were..well..special..lol

The cinema is still new..onli a few days old..
The staff..were..new too..not to mention noob too..LOL
At the popcorn stand..
There were 3 to 4 counters..
But they onli opened 1 counter..
Then there were 4 person on the counter..
Instead of getting our orders for us..
They were talking.. >.<

But..at least we got a RM1 discount..
I ordered a large combo..its original price is RM7.50
But I was charged 6.50..
Then some of the guys ordered regular combos..
They ordered super combos too..
All got RM1 discount..

EXCEPT DAVID..
He got charged the original price..LOL
Damn unlucky..
Juen Woei says mayb its bcoz David is 'yong sui'..
LOL..damn kesian..

Being a new cinema..
Not much ppl knoe abt it..
And bcoz nt much ppl knoe abt it..
We kinda had the whole screen to ourself..
There were onli a few ppl..and by a few..
I mean less than 20 person..
So..it was damn cold in there..
Me and the guys were all wearing 3 1/4 pants..
Our legs froze..

EXCEPT ADAM..
He was the onli 1 wearing long pants..
When we were freezing..
He still can complain..
'Damn,why so hot in here ahh?'
Screw that guy..LOL

The mall was quite spacious..
It even has bowling and snooker..
Most of the shops are not open yet..
But when it does..
The percentage of 'ponteng' in the skool's gonna skyrocket..
Coz..
ITS ONLI OPPOSITE THE SKOOL!!
A 5 MINS WALK AWAY!!

I think..its gonna be a new place to hang-out after skool now..
Mayb even catch a new movie every weekend..XDXD

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

EURO '08

Congratz SPAIN..

Finally it ended..
With Spain coming out on top..
Never thought it would end like this..
1-0..
I thought it might go into extra-time..
or penalties..

HAHA..Ballack plays second-fiddle again..
KESIAN..hahaha...stupid Chelsea player.. =X
Bleeding for his country..blehh..

Now..waiting for EPL to restart..and World Cup in 2010..
Things should be interesting..
With the arrival of Big Phil Scolari at Stamford Bridge..

Back From Camp..

The camp was fun..
Although the first day is tiring..
The first day was tiring becoz while setting up our camp..
We have to dig 'longkangs' around our tents..
Its to ensure our tent don't 'banjir' if it rains..
Its a damn tiring process..the ground is damn hard..

THE FIRST DAY
-arrive at camp site
-taklimat (briefing)
-set up camp
-dinner
-Slot 1=PBSM (me) ~>Pengenalan Ubat-ubatan
~>Balutan
-minum malam
-sentri

shit lar..on the first day onli...hav my slot edi..
Lucky things went well..but..of all the slots..
My slot is the words..coz my members..
Don't know how to present and talk well.. >.<

On the first night..me and a friend..Wei Keat from the scouts..
We got a plan..we wanted to take a shower..in the middle of the night..
Its gonna be icy cold..no big deal coz..we done it while on a trip to Camerons..
It was fun..but we couldn't coz the teacher would not allow it..>.<

THE SECOND DAY
-Bangun
-Senaman
-Slot 2=Taekwndo ~>Seni Mempertahankan Diri (self-defense)
-Sarapan
-Slot 3=KRS Puteri ~>Penggunaan Kompas & Orientering
-Slot 4=Puteri Islam ~>Pertandingan Memasak
-Makan tengah hari
-Slot 5=Bomba ~>Latihan Kebakaran
-Slot 6=Pengakap ~>Tali-Temali (ikatan)
-Slot 7=Sukan Air
-Makan malam
-Malam Kebudayaan
-Sentri

Now this day was fun..right after the senaman..
We were given time to bath at the river..whoohoo..
It was cold but refreshing..as usual..we played some games at the river..
We caught and threw somebody into the water..
We dunked each other's head in the water..
We played 'Gusti Air" a traditonal game that is always played when in rivers..
It works like this..we stack 2 persons..1 on the bottom..another sitting on the bottom's shoulder..
Gather 3 or 4 stacked peoples then we try to push each other until 1 remains standing..Me and my friend Ameer won..both rounds..LOL..

Then during the bomba's slot..
It started to rain..
Everyone was busy checking their tent's 'longkang'..
Lucky my tent's longkang worked well after some last minute djustments..
Then The KRS Puteri's tent was flooded...
Everybody went to help..except Puteri Islam and Ranjer Puteri..
DAMN SLACKERS!!
I'm kinda impressed by the team work..
Black white and chocolate working together..LOL
Of course after that everyone was wet except the damn slackers..
We continued the Scouts slot without changin clothes..LOL..damn cold..
Then after the Scouts slot..we had sukan air..Tug of War in the river..XDXD
Then we played more in the river..splashing water at each other..
My friend and classmate Kar Yee from the Scouts..complained that..
When I splashed water to her..It went into her eyes..and she could not open them..
Sorry Lor..but u had fun oso right? XDXD

Then comes..malam kebudayaan..
another camping tradition..
each group have to do some persembahan based on a theme given earlier..
There were many funny and interesting presentations..
Too lazy to write the details..XDXDXD..sorry..

During my sentry duty..coz its drizzling..I wore slippers..
Then I kena pacat (leech) bite..I didn't even notice..
Til the duty finished..and I went to sleep inside the tent..
I felt there is something on my legs..I grabbed my torchlight..
then I saw IT..a black line on my left leg..near my behind my ankle..
And below the bruises that I sustained while playing football..

The two PBSM guys in my tent..my junior..
Who don't have much experience camping outdoors...
Are kinda freaked out and became squeemish..
NOOBS!!!
So I had to ask them to reach for the salt and..put some on the 'pacat'
as I held tissue paper under my ankles to catch the leech that would drop..
I went and wash my leg and put a plaster on it..
the wound still itches til today..>.<

THE THIRD DAY
-Bangun
-Senaman
-Slot 8=Taekwondo ~>Sparring
-Sarapan
-Slot 9=Ranjer Puteri ~>Iktibar Hidup (survival skills)
-Slot 10=KRS Putera
-Slot 11=KhidMas
-Majlis Penutup
-Makan tengah hari
-arrive at skool

haiz...the KRS Putera did not varry put the river crossing..
they were not allowed to carry on coz the river's current that morning was strong..
they replaced it with an activity that was quite fun also..but I dunno wats it called.. =p
The Taekwondo's sparring session was just 'berlakon' we had to send out 2 reps. from each team and fight each other..well..not actually fight..but more to acting..LOL

Overall the camp was fun...the rain made it even more fun..
If onli we had more time to play in the river..
And the river crossing slot was held..

This would probably be my last camping trip for this year..
Unless some miracle happen and my parents allow me to go 2 the Pulau Redang Camping Trip..

Oh yeah..and I never did see those 'things'..
Kinda disappointed..LOL
Mayb I'm unlucky coz I didn't get to c IT..
Or mayb I'm lucky not to c IT..
I don't know..

But..
Kar Yee..(yea..the 1 that got splashed)
had a close encounter..but she don't know..
whether its the real deal or jz her reflection..
She went to the toilet with 2 friends..
Her side was facing the mirror..
It was getting dark..so she coudn't c whether its her reflection..
But she confirmed it was her reflection becoz onli she was long haired..
both of her friends have short hair..
BUT..THE PROBLEM IS..
she was wearing a cap..THE REFLECTION WAS NOT!!
and THE MOVEMENTS ARE DIFFERENT!!

So..she told both of her friends to run away quickly..
but her freinds don't know what happened..
blurred..
then the 3 of them walked away slowly..
As if nothing happened..
WOW..Kar Yee, U r so BRAVE..XDXD
I admire u..if I were u..
I don't know what'll I do..XDXD
as much as I want to c..but I think I'll probably faint..
Or break the 100 meter record..LOL
Even faster than Usain Bolt..XDXD

BUT..
I did got spooked..and punk'd by Wei Keat..
I was bringing all my members to the toilet b4 our sentry duty..
After that we all lined up in front of the toilet for head-count..
I was standing bside the 'barisan'..the called out their no. from the back..
there should b 12 including me..
BUT..
Somehow..Wei Keat managed to sneak into the line undetected..
then they started counting..from the back
1..
2..
3..
4..
5..
6..
7..
8..
9..
10..
11..
12..

the no. 12 was said b4 me..I SHOULD BE THE NO.12!!
That means..there were 1 'extra' in the line..
My heart started to pump fast..
Everybody nearly panicked..
Then the cheeky bastard came out..
poohh..what a relieve..
I promise u Wei Keat..
The next time u pull a prank like tis again..
I'll throw u into the river in the middle of the night..LOL

Lucky the 'extra' wasn't the "real-deal"...

Friday, June 27, 2008

Goin' To Camp

Huuh..finally finished packing..what a relieve..
Later today..I hav to go to a camp in Bentong,Pahang..
Its a uniformed unit intergration camp..
Consists of 8 units..
1) PBSM (me)
2) Pengakap
3) KRS Putera
4) KRS Puteri
5) Taekwondo
6) Ranjer Puteri
7) Puteri Islam
8) Kadet Bomba
Its gonna be a 3 day camp..


I've been told..by a friend..
There might be a chance we might...
See 'things' that we're not suppossed to see..
SPOOKY...bt still..THRILLING..and EXCITING..LOL


He knows becoz he's a frequent camper at the place that we're going..
We'll be camping in Zone 1 (least spooky)
He usually camp in Zone 3 (very high chances of seeing)
But I think we'll be passing through Zone 3..in daylight of course..


I'm looking forward to the night sentry duty..
Staying up at night to 'jaga' LOL..seems like fun..
Lucky my team got the first shift (12a.m-1.30a.m)..
We still have time to sleep..
But..the 1.30-3.00 or 3.00-4.30 shift seems fun..
But then won't be able to sleep.. >.<


But..I'm still worried about my wounds..
Still haven't healed completely..







And the bruises are getting worst..
They're more visible than b4..



Don't know why the bruises and wounds in the pic always look less horrible than the real thing..

Its dark purple on my leg..but in the pic..its a mere faint bruise..

Damn..I'm worried I might have to sit out the river crossing activity..

Its 1 of the activity that I'm looking forward to also..haiz.. >.<

Getting Tired..need my rest..

Oh yeah,and later b4 going to the camp..

I think my dad will go take my report card..since its hari terbuka..

Hopes he doesn't get angry..my results this time are not that good..

But I hav a feeling..

It ain't gonna be pretty..XDXDXD

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Battle Scars

Painful..today I suffered the pains from yesterdays full format 90 mins match..
Plus extra time(10 mins)..we didn't go for 30 mins coz some of them hav to go to work later..

Everytime I move..It hurts a bit..
Even bending down or squatting to pick up something hurts a bit..

My hips are hurting everytime I make the slightest turn..>.<
My sole are slightly swollen and bruised coz I played barefoot..
The left foot is bruised near the ankle and can't support too much pressure..

My shoulders and back are killing me..
I got a scratch wound on the area jz below my ankle..OUCH!!
Got it by sliding tackle on bald area of the field..

The worst is..I aggravated the wound today..
It happened during PJ period..
I was playing football..again..LOL
And the winger was closing in on the penalty box..
And..*boomp* down he goes..kissing the ground XDXD
And the wound bleed again..

This pic doesn't look as bad as the real thing..
This wound is causing a lot of trouble..

It hurts when it gets contact with water..It hurts to bend my knee..

I still have to go to a camp this Friday..Hope I can recover in time..

Although the wounds are painful..The match was fun..

Its worth all the pain..

Monday, June 23, 2008

4-4-2

That was the position that we're supposed to play today..but..
haiz..we're not very 'organized'..and ran helter-skelter LOL

Today we hav a match at a local football field..
And I'm supposed to attend an unofficial meeting held by my uniformed unit..
But the friend approached me with the match first..
And I promissed I'd go..
So I ditched the meeting..
And I'm the pengerusi of the uniformed unit?! XDXD

While I was kicking around waiting for the other guys..
The senior..a form 5 Ketua Disiplin..came n rapped me..
He ask for an explanation..So..
I said I promisse I'd play football..
He rapped me again for that..
And told me to explain to the former pengerusi(my boss)..
I ignored that and continued playing..
Damn..He musta been so hot..Hell's looking like the North Pole..LOL

My team(no..I'm not captain)..is missing some players..
Due to the nature of some guys that always let aeroplane(fong fei kei)
So..the guy that is supposed to be the referee...
Played as 1 of the defenders?! LOL

Our Team
The keeper..big n strong..
The four defenders..2 good..2 average..
The mids? Fast..
The strikers? Good..

The Opposition?
The keeper..makes me wanna laugh..
The defenders?..slow..
The mids? Impressive and skillful and fast too!!
The Strikers? Good but likes to solo(tok sek)..

The Game
45 mins each half..

The Field
Typical M'sian shit field..
Bald patches here n there..
Mud filled area in front of goal post..
Always making the keeper's life hard..
But soft landing though..
But stinks..

The Referee
Replaced coz the original referee is playing as our def..
The replacement ref?
Stinks..
Let's say that if he were to ref. at a World Cup game..
The winning and losing team will clobber him..
The spectators will all jump in the field n bash him..
The police will arrest him..XDXDXD
And the bounty on his head will be so high..
Bill Gates will hunt him down for it..LOL

We started off quite good..
The opposition is kinda starting with caution..
And we lead 1-nil..

We started playing psychology tricks..
Call them fatso..LOL
Boo them..LOL
and whatever that makes them mad..
It works coz the opposition's captain..
Ain't exactly known for his sportsmanship..
Can't take a joke..He has skills..
But he needs to learn to cut out the dumb stuff..
His temper..

Then we lead 2-nil..

Then 3-nil..

Half-Time..
I told the guys to start getting serious..
Coz they seem to be getting big-headed..
Can't blame them thought..only their first match...
And lead 3-nothing against a strong side?
Its quite good..

Second Half
We started good..
But as I expected..
They were joking around..
The mids are getting tired..
The forwards are not concentrating much..
The opposition pulled 1 back..3-1

Then 3-2
3-3
4-3

We were on the edge of losing..
Luckily..I took the keeper position for awhile..
And the big strong guy that was the keeper scored..
4 apiece..that brings us into extra time..

Extra Time
We defended quite poorly..
Unorganized..
Players scattered all around the field..
The opposition's keeper has a shot at goal with the keeper n me left..
He let rip a stinger..it went inches beside my hed..
I pulled my head back..well..it wasn't me pulling my head back..
Human reaction jz kicked in..the ball was fast..too fast for the GK..
Goal..5-4..we lost..

I regreted pulling my head back..
Should've jz took the hit..
Pain is better than losing..
We played so good..
Bt none the less..
It's our first match 2gether..
Next time..we'll be getting better..

I hav new-found respect for the guys..
Coz I thought they were jz kicking around..
But turns out..they play good..
I'm proud that I'm the 1 that pulls the strings in def.
And give command to the mids..Ish..like I'm Capt. pulax..LOL

After The Game
Went to the place that the meeting was held..
I thought I was sure gonna get fired by the seniors..
I risked my position as chairan for my love of football..
Its worth every damn second of it..eventhough we lost..
The seniors already went back..
I guess I'm gonna kena at skool 2morow..LOL

Even the post of PENGERUSI is not enough to keep me away from FOOTBALL!!
That is how much I LOVE FOOTBALL..
Can You Top That? XDXD

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

3 ON 2

Today I went to play football again since I had nothing better to do..
We were supposed to play futsal with 7 guys(including me) but 2 of them did not show up..
And then there were 5...if that ain't bad enough...the futsal court is being used by a bunch of kids..

This ball that we used is a new bought 1..A total copy of the Adidas Telstar..
The 1 that hav like..black and white hexagon and pentagon panels..
The grandfather of football balls..XDXD
It was a futsal ball..light,did not bounce high but unusually hard...
My feet turned red jz after a few kicks... (usually we play barefeet)

So,we had a little 3 on 2 on a badminton court..
2 defenders(including me) & 1 winger against 2 strikers..
Obviously,the badminton court ain't big enough for the 5 of us..
Had lots of outs..but still managed to score some goals..
Of course,its hard for the 2 to fight against the 3..
Especially with 2 defenders..but they did well anyway..

I had a few chances..
But too bad I hav horrible reflexes,not much finishing skills,
and of course no speed and no dribbling skills..XDXDXDXD
But I scored 1 anyway..and set up 2..

Then when the kids went away from the futsal court..
Its our turn..bt only the 4 of us..1 guy said he dun wanna play anymore..
So,we took turns being the goalkeeper..and jz practiced shooting..
Then I took out my pair of Total 90's..

This is the FIRST time my pair of Total 90's touched a ball n the court..
The FIRST time since I bought them in '07 while I was in Hong Kong & Shenzen..
It did not provide much grip..probably coz the sole is too dusty..
I think I need to wash the shoes...

Hope next time I'll be able to play when we set up a match against other teams..
I am always busy on the day they set the date..>.<

My next target pair of futsal shoes will be the red and silver Total 90 II..
If onli I had more $$$...haiz....T.T

Friday, June 13, 2008

"Goreng"

2day..while BIO tution class..the teacher gave us a three paper objective question..
Whole thing is on the mitosis n meosis thingy..
Thanks to all the falling asleep and "ponteng" from class...
I DUN UNDERSTAND A THING!!!

If that ain't bad enough..
When the time is nearly up..He told us to write our names on the paper..
OMG..I thought it was jz some kinda exercise..din know we have to pass the paper up..
So..with a few minutes left..I 'goreng-ed' the 3 papers..
Next week..I wonder if I should go to class...coz...
I know that since I 'goreng-ed' the paper..
HE'D 'GORENG' ME BACK!!! XDXDXD

Then there was the Physics class..
Today a teacher was standing in for the 'real' physics teacher...
The sub teacher looks funny..kinda like a cross between 'Chuck' and 'Mr.Bean' XDXD
He speaks with a British accent..
He kinda hav this habit of suddenly speaking loudly..
Its like a sonic boom..and direct hit on the ear drums..OUCH!!

Hope I dun get 'goreng' next week XDXD
I think I'll try to stay awake the next class..
Eventhough its damn BORING!! XDXDXD

Sunday, June 8, 2008

School Re-opens..

Haiz...skool re-open 2moro...2 weeks of break is up..feels kinda lazy to go to skool again..
especially when I did not do a single homework or report that I'm supposed to do XDXD
Not like the teacher gonna check my work anyway..
I've been getting away with not doing homework since primary skool..
What makes them think they'll make me finish secondary skool work? XDXDXD

Have to sit through another 2 months of stinkin' pure science subs..HATE ADD MATH!!
Not to mention another monthly test..that the result is probably going to be horrible anyway..
Oh yeah..n that reminds me..
The results for the 1st term exam's gonna be out..
I have a feeling it ain't gonna be pretty..

Can't wait till the August 1 week holiday..n of course every kid's dream..the year end holidays..
and also the 08-09 BPL season..
Man United's gonna rock..with or without C.Ronaldo :x ...

Friday, June 6, 2008

EURO 2008

Too bad I hav to sit this one out..1 of the biggest football tournaments..Coz England's not in it T.T...It's gonna be hard..real hard..

Sad to say England's not in it..Don't know wat's the matter..
I mean..they've got the players..All-Stars..Big Names..
High class facilities..
Maybe the coach ain't good enough?
MacLaren did a bad job?
John Terry not a good captain?
Or they jz wanted to start their holidays early?
Whatever the reason..I don't know..
Jz hope they will qualify n mayb even win the 2010 World Cup..

Think either Italy or France will win..
Portugal have a strong chance..
The Dutch and Germans are doing good too..
I'll be shocked if Greece won again..
Hope Croatia and Russia don't win..they are the ones that kicked England out of EURO..XDXD
Can't blame them though..England did play a bad game..

Hope England will take this absence from the EURO as a wake up call..
And take advantage of this 'early holiday' to start training for the World Cup..

Empty

This song by Click 5 kinda reminds me of my life..


EMPTY

Tried to take a picture of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Ooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Crazy Day

Today is a crazy day...its kinda hard to sleep last night after the incident..felt kinda disappointed.. kept tossing n turning in bed..onli manage to sleep at 2 a.m..then woke up at about 7..

Don't know y today is more boring than normal..i called a best fren that has transferred to another skool..talked kinda long..then i called another fren to set up a football game on the evening..

Don't know y i went to tution class so early..45 mins b4 it started..i was already sitting in class..its not my fav sub..its add math..don't know y i went there early..nearly had myself killed on the way to tution..i was walking n listening to songs on my phone..don't know y i suddenly turned around..when i did..i saw a car behind me..close..too close for comfort..kinda jolted me.. mayb the incident rili affected me..

After class..went n waited for my tutionmate n former classmate Hafiz..he wanted to ask his dad if he can go play football too..waited kinda long for him..don't know wat the idiot was doing in his house anyway..after he got out..we started the walk to the field..which is in another neighbourhood..it takes abt 30 mins to get there..

After months off not playing football..my long passes were..crappy..the ball is flying everywhere..after a few tries..it finally gt better..can reach a target..i ran my my heart out n kicked out all my frustrations..we formed two teams..a team of RA students(including me) n non-RA students(frenz that hav transferred to another skool)..being the host..of course we opened a can of ass-whoop on the non-RA team..we whipped them 4-1..then its time to go home..me n Hafiz hav to go early coz its a 30min walk home..then me n Hafiz decided to pull a prank..we rode two of the guys bicycles..took it for a spin..scared the hell out of them when they realized their bikes are missing..

Then comes the long walk home..when we reached a junction..me n Hafiz parted ways..i kinda had to take a few detours coz my path is kinda strewn with dogs 2day..don't know y..it feels kinda good actually taking the long walk home..jz relaxing listening to The Click Five's Empty..kinda reminds me of my life..

Its been a crazy day..time to put it behind me..