如果这就是爱情 If This Is Love

你做了选择 对的错的
You've made the decision Right or wrong
我只能承认 心是痛的
I can only admit My heart is in pain
怀疑你舍得
Suspected that you are willing to
我被伤的那么深
I am deeply hurt
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
Just cry it out There's no need to resist

我没有选择 我不再完整
I don't have a choice I am no longer complete
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
The last kiss Was actually so cold
你只能默认 我要被割舍
You can only silently agree I am going to be given up
眼看着 你走了
My eyes watched You left

如果这不是结局
If this is not the end
如果我还爱你
If I still love you
如果我愿相信
If I am willing to believe
你就是唯一
You are the only one
如果你听到这里
If you hear this
如果你依然放弃
If you still give up
那这就是爱情
Then this is love
我难以抗拒
How am I willing to resist

如果这就是爱情
If this is love
本来就不公平
It was never fair
你不需要讲理
You don't need to reason
我可以离去
I can leave
如果我成全了你
If I can grant you your wish
如果我能祝福你
If I can bless you
那不是我看清
It's not that I've realised
是我证明 我爱你
It's that I've proved I love you

灰色的天空 无法猜透
The grey sky Unable to complete guess
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
The unnecessary tears Unable to persuade you to stay
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
Anything can be affected Feeling very weak
被呵护的人
The blessed person
原来不是我
Actually was not me

我不要你走 我不想放手
I don't want you to go I don't want to let go
却又不能够奢求
Yet again I cannot request
同情的温柔
Kindness out of pity
你可以自由 我愿意承受
You can have freedom I am willing to grow up
把昨天 留给我
Yesterday Leave it for me

如果这不是结局
If this is not the end
如果我还爱你
If I still love you
如果我愿相信
If I am willing to believe
你就是唯一
You are the only one
如果你听到这里
If you hear this
如果你依然放弃
If you still give up
那这就是爱情
Then this is love
我难以抗拒
How am I willing to resist

如果这就是爱情
If this is love
本来就不公平
It was never fair
你不需要讲理
You don't need to reason
我可以离去
I can leave
如果我成全了你
If I can grant you your wish
如果我能祝福你
If I can bless you
那不是我看清
It's not that I've realised
是我证明 我爱你
It's that I've proved I love you

The lil' box

The small box on the right side of facebook kept showing you all day long..
I've refreshed,clicked home,opened a new tab..signed out signed in..
It still shows you..
Finally I clicked the close button..
It disappeared..
Only for a sudden urge to go look at your profile..
Look at untagged pics of you at your friend's profile..
Your're beautiful as ever..
I can't get you out of my head for this time being..
I'm dead..
It's over..its been over for 3 months already..
All hope is lost and abandoned..
What more do I want?
I do not know..
I just hope I recover..
Which I thought I already did..