Ouch

Ouch

Words..

Seems like there's nothing left to talk between us..
Temporary? Permanent? I don't know for sure..

There ain't so much for you~
There ain't so much for me~
Anymore~

Life After You

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you........

Love

Is a funny thing,it does many things to you,changes you in some way,a good way and also a bad way.Music and Lyrics is just like love,Music is the melody,the first thing you hear,the first impression of someone,the physical attraction.Lyrics is the words,the story of one's life,the unseen things that we slowly learn,learn about each other's life,the story they have to tell,past,present and future,as we start a relationship.The various stages of love to me are:

Courtship

- the sweetest stage,both talk lot,really look forward to seeing each other.Look forward to each other's messages and calls.There are lots of things to talk about,literally everything and anything can be talked about.Both talk or sms each other almost everyday,and tell each other the littlest of things that is happening,happened or going to happen in their life,from going to the supermarket later,there's a blackout,going out with friends or just plain silly little things like guess where I am now or just a simple Hi.

Beginning

- still quite sweet a stage,both will start to inform each other about everything they do form eating breakfast,lunch and dinner to just taking a nap.Both will start to know more about each other,their life is somehow slowly intertwined,both will try to involve each other in their lives. The using of sweet nicknames also starts so does the physical things such as hugs,kisses and holding of hands.

Middle/Stable

- by this stage,both will have already seen alot of each other's life,met some of their friends, and know of their temperaments. Start to know and can tell when they are happy,sad,worried,emo just by looking at the way they type their messages.There also might be small little arguments as each will have probably discovered their differences and start to tolerate and change to suit their partners.Both would probably trust each other more.

End/Break up

- are always selfish,unless mutually agreed. There could be a flurry of reasons but only acceptable to the person who initiated it or when both mutually agreed. The one that did not agree to it would be devastated,no matter how many break ups that they have been through,how used to breaking up a person is,it is always painful,in my opinion at least. Days would be spent missing that special person,nights would be terribly cold and lonely,some cry themselves to sleep, some did not sleep. Hallucinations start messing their minds, false hopes of reconciliation, memories of times spent together playing back over and over, words spoken during the break up,sweet promises to each other,sweet dialogues,read messages over and over,looking at pictures of both together,hoping the other half will realize breaking up is a mistake. They always say time heals all wounds, but they always forget there will always be a scar and time takes a real long course to do it.

Reconciliation

- only possible if the feeling is still there and mutual, and if both believe they sill do love each other.

Well,that's only my view. It differs from person to person. Maybe love is not really like what I see it as..but I've only experienced it one time,maybe the next will tell a different story.

Making Love Out Of Nothing At All..

Blues..again..
Don't feel like doing anything..
Why..does the sight of your pictures,your latest comments,anything about you..
Makes me feel like this..
The feelings..are fading..almost completely..
But still..why..do i miss you?
Is this normal?
Or is this wrong?
I don't know anymore..

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

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Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

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