Happy Birthday..Happy Night..

Today started with a surprise..
While sitting on the kerb waiting for the guys to get here..
Desmond came over..
Wished me happy birthday and gave me the first present of the day..

Then while walking into the class with the usual morning zombie face..
I place my bag on my chair..
Then..
Suddenly Mable shouted..
BOON KEAT!! SANG YAT FAI LOK!!
I damn shocked..don't know what to say..only managed to nod..

And then during the rehersal for the Graduation Day..
After the break..while I was sitting on my chair..
Chloe,Wee Vern,Pei Pei,Suet Ee and Kar Yee came over..
I suspected something fishy then they gave me a present..
And started to sing Happy Birthday..
In the hall!! with so many people in it!!
Embarrased in the hall.. ;P

After add math tution..
Went to Gasoline with Suet Ee,San San,Moon Hui,Kenneth,Vic,Derek,Ella,Cheryl,Adam and Mable to celebrate..
While eating Ella gave me the phone..
Rooy was on the other end..and wished me Happy Birthday.. :D
Then they were joking and taking pictures like mad..
Some went to the toilet..
Then suddenly they started to sing Happy Birthday..
And brought out a cake!! My first birthday cake bought by my friends!!
DAMN SURPRISED OK!!

Then we took a lot of pics..
And Mable started the first cream assault on my face..followed by them all..
And the worst came from Kenneth..
Instead of cream..he used...HAK CIU!!(black pepper) on my forehead!! HAHAHAHAHA!!
And them we took somemore pics and cut and ate the cake..

After the cake..we had somemore camwhoring and the settled the bill and went home..

Surprise(s) of the day: Mable's super loud wishing..
: The birthday cake..

Maniac(s) of the day: Kenneth(like drunk liao)
: Suet Ee(laugh whole way from SSTC to Gasoline and back to her home)

Thank you to all fres for your sweet wishes,presents and the party..and the birthday cake..
I had a memorable night...and the best birthday party ever..

Love you guys so much..
I chereish our friendship very much,..
I can't that you enough.. :D:D
Smiling so wide now..its hard to sleep..

Hatred

I hate you you hideous beast..
You loathsome gargoyle who burns in hell..

Hate to see you in the morning..
Hate to see you in the noon..
Hate to see you in the evening..
Hate to see you at night..
But I don't have a choice do I?

Hate your tardiness..
Hate your laziness..
hate your ugliness..
Hate your temper..
Hate your jealousy..

Lust
Gluttony
Greed
Sloth
Wrath
Envy
Pride..
All combined into one you are..

Happy Birthday you piece of shit..
The world is so much better without you..

You

I really don't know how I feel about you anymore..
Its like I don't wanna think of you but everytime I see you..
I start to think of you again..

Your eyes are so bright and beautiful..
Your smile hypnotic..
Even your voice alone sounds like music to me..

Everytime your car passes by..my heart skips a beat..
Everytime my phone rings I hope it is you calling..

It feels so impossible yet possible..
So close yet so far..

You are like the rose that I'm afraid to touch coz of the thorns..

I got head over heels over you..
I might have..
Truly,Madly,Deeply..
Fallen for you..

Saturday Outing

Woke up at 6.45 in the morning..
Log on to FB..and then took a bath..
Packed my bag and got ready..
Coz I'm going to FRIM!!

Abt 7.20 Ella called..already outside my house..
In the car there was Cheryl,Melody,and Derek..
Ella's driving..

In the other car there is..
Mable,Moon Hui,Vic and Kenneth..

Reached Frim at abt 7.45..
Looked for parking..
Parked and proceeded to Rover Trail..

Quite an uphill task trekking Rover Trail was..
Literally..
Saw alot of things there..
Saw a monkey,a squirrel, a damn long giant millipede..
A freaking large red ant and a funny roach like insect that rolled into a ball when I touched it..

After the trek..we went to Selayang Mall..
Went to the top floor for badminton..
During the ride up the parking area..
Moon Hui scraped her car against another parked car..
The car had a little damage on the fender..but the driver was visibly shaken..
The badminton court was full so we changed venue to Kepond Badminton Centre..
There..we found out Lee Chong Wei is going to be there later for a press conference..

During the game..Vic smacked his head adn Moon Hui got a panda eye thats to Kenneth's accurate shot..

After the game..we planned to go to Kepong for McD's..
But re-routed to Selayang Mall coz the road back from Kepong McD's was jam packed..

During the jam in Kepong..all were visibly tired..Melody and Cheryl were sleeping soundly in the car..
Ella was looking sleepy and frustrated abt the jam..
Me and Derek were just looking out the window..

Got home at abt 2.30..
That just sums up the whole day's activities..
The night was pretty boring though..
Did not went out but stayed in..

Thanks Ella for ferrying us around Kepong and Selayang..
Next time..when I get my license..
Its my turn to ferry you arround..

Teacher Vs Me

Teachers definition of focus..

F - Fighting spirit

O - Opportunity

C - Confidence/Concentration

U - Understand

S - Success


My definition of focus..

F - f**k

O - OMG!!

C - Cham lor!!

U - uhh *blur face

S - Sei lor!!


Sure sucks to go to exam with my definition of focus..

Speeding

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slowdown. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day:
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure.
Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

Song Of The Moment

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

OMFG!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!
This engine won't start..
Its like less than 1 month before SPM..
People are doing their revisions..
While I'm still....zzz..

Is this normal..or is it just me?
FML!

Wish I was living in the second world war now..
So I could just join the army and not worry about a single thing..
Need not worry about love..I will have strong brotherhood bonds in the army..
Need not worry about money..Not much use in the army during a war anyway...
Need not worry about food..I'll just down whatever I can swallow..
Need not worry about future..coz probably I'll die somewhere during the course of the war anyway..
At least I'm fighting for something or someone..
Protect the greater good..
Protect your loved ones..
All that shit..

But I'm not living in the second world war now am I?
So..this engine better start fast..or else..

Boring day

Today's school sucks..
Most of them are absent..
Some of them went to the Nike fitness test or something..
I was left alone in the class..
No one to talk to..
Except Akmal and the gang..

I hope I get the first batch for NS..
Since I already can't go to Shang Hai..
Cause my passport is almost dead..
And my mum did not include me cause I still don't fucking know which batch I am in..

If I get the second batch..then that means my new year celebrations are virtually over..
No one to celebrate with..unless all my friends get the second batch also..
But if they all get the first batch and me second..
LOL~!! Might as well hang myself.. :x

So hope I get the first batch.. *fingers crossed

开不了口

才离开没多久就开始
担心今天的你过的好不好
整个画面是你
想你想到睡不着

嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样
还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你
想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬
(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼
( 没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层
我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到
你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口
让她知道
我一定会呵护着你
也逗你笑
你对我有多重要
我後悔没
让你知道
安静的听你撒娇
看你睡着一直到老

就是开不了口
让她知道
就是那麽简单几句
我办不到
整颗心悬在半空
我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到
但那个人已经不是我

3 WEEKS!!

3 weeks left!!
Gotta start changing..
Gotta start doing something..
Gotta start looking busy..

3 weeks more..
After that..
Comes SPM..
The bane in my life right now..
The 'passport' of my future..
The first step..
Hope I do well..

After that..
Time to relax..
Have fun with friends..
Go to NS..
Decide on which course to study..
Experience things..
Get my driving license..

After that..
Enter: College life..
New people..
New experience.
Bright future(I hope at least) :P
And try to keep in touch with friends..
Do crazy things together...
Re-live some of our moments together for old times sake..

Until then..my friends..
Lets work hard now..
Its now or never..

Lets hope this is the beginning of a bright future..
For all of us..
Family..friends..acquantainces..

Note to self :
I can't be thinking of you always..
Occasionally..maybe.. :)
But in the future..who knows..

Bored and frustrated

Its Mid-Autumn..
And I'm stuck at home..
With nothing to do...

Too lazy to play games..
Too lazy to study for SPM..
Too lazy to read my novels..
Too lazy to sleep..

I don't know what's hapening to me..
The boredom is slowly killing me ftom the inside..
And if thats not bad enough..
The boredom brings about the thoughts of you..

I'm afraid I'm falling deeper and deeper..
Your smile..
Your laugh..
Your angelic face..
Its driving me crazy..
I'm afraid there's no turning back..

Sometimes..the boredom makes me wanna kill myself..

Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Ah, I just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And I know that it's love because

These lines keep playing over and over again in my head...

Well not exactly love but..
I don't know what to say anymore..
Now I really don't know what to do..
SHIT!!!

One Month

ONE MONTH LEFT!!
One month till the big exam..
Not quite ready though..
Still haven't decided what course to study..

Time to double the efforts..
Time to go overdrive..

Lately not much happened in school..
Things are still a bit slow..
But I'm pretty sure..things will go hyperdrive soon..

One thing I'm worried about though..
I feel I might be SMITTEN...
Gosh..hope its just a phase and will pass on...