This Is It..

Here it is..the last day of '09..
Year '09 is almost over..
Its not such a bad year..
Yet its not so good either..

I did a lot on this year..
Lost some friends..
Gained new ones..
Strengthen old bonds..

Took one of the biggest exam of secondary school..
Studied last minute for exam.. xP
Stressed for exam..

Fell in crush? Lol..
Fell out of crush..
And then fell in again..haha

Went on many outings..
Celebrated many birthdays..
Had many happy memories..
Had many sad ones..

Given out lots of birthday presents..
Received lots in return..haha

Had friends over to party many times..
Went ice skating..
Movies..
Karaoke..
Badminton..
FRIM..
Education Fair..
And lits more..

Spent lots of money..
Earned none..haha

Many memories..
Many many memories..
And let all the good ones stay..
Bad ones go away..

Friends

What would you do without them?

Have you ever thought about..
What you would do..
If you lost a friend?

Who will cheer you up when you are down?
Who will you have fun with?
Who will you share your problems with?
Who will you share your hapiness with?

Well,you could do all those with your family..
But will it be the same as doing those with your friends?

Today..
That thought came on my mind..
After an incident that happened earlier today..

Friends are important..
Cherish them..
Cherish every moment..
Before it is all gone..

At first,I feel happy about going to National Service..
But now,after what happened today..
I feel a bit reluctant..
To leave my friends..

A few moments can change things..
What will three months do?

Linger...

She wore a black dress that night...
And was sitting across the room..
Along with the other girls..
Watching the couples dance..

I was on the other side of the room..
With the boys..all without a date..
And I was staring at her..
Her long black flowing hair..
Her bright eyes..
Luscious lips..

"How could she be without a date"?
That was what I thought..
She..so pretty..like an angel that fell right out of the sky..
Sitting there on the otherside of the room..
Looking bored when she should enjoy herself..

"Maybe this is my chance"
Suddenly..
I found the courage..
To walk across the room..
Towards this angel..
My hand outstretched..
"May I"?
She took my hand..

We danced..
The song's tempo was upbeat..
We were working up a sweat..
Then..then tempo slowed down..
So did we..
The song that was playing was Linger by The Cranberries..

She put her hands on my shoulder..
I put mine on her waist..
Our heads..leaned towards each other..
Our foreheads rested on each other's..
Just like in the movies...
Our body swayed to the music..
Eyes closed..enjoying the moment..

But I'm in so deep,You know I'm such a fool for you..
You got me wrapped around your finger..
Do you have to let it linger..
Do you have to,Do you have to..
Do you have to let it linger..

My lips move towards hers..
It felt so natural..
But it did not connect..
She blocked my lips with a finger..
"Will you still love me in the morning"?
"Forever and ever baby"
And we shared our first kiss together..

The Perfect Dream..

Who knew it could happen at a time like this..
I was trying to sleep..
It was late and I have to send my mum,sis,grandpa,uncle,aunt and cousins off at KLIA in just a few hours..
Then came the most perfect dream ever..

It was about my crush..
Someone I know that I will never ever even have a chance with..
I gotta write this down before I forget this..
I already forgotten most of it though..

It kinda started like this..
The girl..she was doing something on my grandparent's rooftop balcony..
Then we met there..and were flirting..

Then the scenario somehow changed to the inside of a train..
And we were inside it..with a bunch of friends..
Laughing together..
And then it changed again to the insides of a mall..
I seemed that we were having a lot of fun..and seemed close together..
Like a couple..

That's all that I could remember..
And I just woke up..
How could I forget something as sweet as this so fast..

I hate myself so now..
Hate myself for forgetting this sweet dream so fast..
I guess that it will never come again..

And what happens in a dream..
Stays a dream..
Will never become reality..
Ever..

Merry Christmas ^^

Had a BBQ party at my plce..
Went out with Mable,Moon Hui and her sis to Carrefour at about 1pm to buy the stuffs needed..

Adam,Derek and Cheryl arrved at about 6 to help set up things..
But it started to drizzle abit..so we just sat in and hooked up Adam's laptop to the plasma and logged in to Facebook..

Then me and Adam went up to my room to bring down my speakers..
When we were setting up the speakers..
Suet Ee,Kar Yee,Chloe,Wee Vern and Pei Pei arrived..
Ella also arrived with Vic and Moon Hui..
Then Mable arrived with the food that her mum bought and marinated..

As usual..
Me and Adam is in charge of starting the fire..
While the others prepared the table and stuffs..
Once the charcoal was burning up..we started eatings..

While eating there was christmas songs playing..
The atmoshere was nice..
Then my grandparents,uncles,aunties and cousins arrived..
My friends had fun with Justin I think..
Particularly Kar Yee coz she kept asking me all the time to tell Justin that her name is Kar Yee too (another of my cousin is named Kar Yee) in cantonese since Justin doesn't understand mandarin..

Things started to get crazy when Adam and Vic started to play with the snow sprays..
First it was just both of them..then everyone joined in and soon it was a free for all assault..
It was safe to say that everyone got some 'snow' sprayed on them..

We then exchanged the gifts that we brought..
Adam got my present..
A kinda snow globe thingy..
And I got Suet Ee's present..
Erm.which is of not much or suitable to use right now..
Not yet at least..

Then slowly the started to go home 1 by 1..
And we had a mini countdown..
Soon there was only me,Mable,Ella,Moon Hui,Adam,Derek,Cheryl and Vic
We sang Emil Chau's 'Peng You' and recorded it so that Ella listen to it if she missed us..
Ella and me will be leaving for National Service on the 2nd of January..

When Ella,Moon Hui and Vic left..
We started up the cleaning process..
Luckily Mable,Adam,Derek and Vic was there to help clean up..
Then they left too..

I cleaned up what's left..
Bathed..
And now here I am blogging..
It was a great night..
A great party..
Thanks for all your help and participation guys..
Without you guys..this bbq will never succeed..
Thanks again for making this a very merry christmas indeed..
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

GSC Signature

Yesterday went for Avatar 3D with two of my best cousins..Charlie and Win King at GSC Signature,The Gardens..
The movie was damn cool..the place was damn class..

The tickests cost Rm27..quite procey..
But..the seats were nice and comfy.and there's plenty of leg room in between the rows..
The seats each come with a side table..
And were arranged in twos..
Sorta like couple seats..

This 3D movie was even better than Final Destination 3..
Although there were not as many 'out of the screen' effects..
Plenty of action though..

Next time..I'm gonna go for the gold class..
With the red leatehr seats and blankets and pillows..
Yeah..damn cool..

After that we went back to MV Megamall to shop for some New Year clothes..
Not much time to walk around though..
Cause they have to rush back to SP and the next day Penang to pick up Li Yin..

All in all..
It was a great day..
But..
While watchin the movie..
The seat next to me...
It feels..
Empty..

Education Fair

Went to the education fair at Mid Valley today with Mable,Derek,Ella,Adam,Cheryl and Vic.
Went to find out something about the courses that I'm interested in..
Its either mass comm. or law..still haven't made up my mind yet..
And did not found out much about the colleges either because all we did was walking around :p and besides..there were lots of people at the booth of the college that I'm interested in..

Moon Hui already dyed her hair..
All I can say is that the colour earned her the nick 'Gam Jie'
Mable plan to do hers tomorrow..along with Adam and Vic I think..
All the hairs of our gang will be dyed..except for me..
Ella will do hers after NS..

Sigh..I really don't know what to do about the BBQ though..
Don't really know if they are even coming..I don't have solid answers from them..
All of them seems like they are busy...

Goin to NS in 2 weeks time..
And I still haven't taken my undang exam yet..haizz..

Never Knew I Needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here
So unexpectedly
Undeniablely happy
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl you're the best..

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Now it's so clear I need you here always

p/s: for that someone who never fails to cheer me up with her laughter..

Skating

Today..
Me,Mable,Chloe,Suet Ee,Adam,Derek,Ella,Vic,Melody and Andrew went for ice skating..
Me,Mable and Chloe boarded a train from KTM Kepong,met up with the rest of the gang at KTM Segambut and then changed a train at KL Sentral to KTM Subang Jaya and boardeda mini bus to Sunway Piramid for ice skating..
It was damn worth the long journey..

Once we were there..we saw many people on the ice rink..so we went for lunch first..
We had McD..And I was in danger..Why you ask?
Because I was the only one who ordered the Prosperity set..
And everybody attacked my Curly Fries..
I had to protect them and keep it close to me..but at last.
I just shared it with them..

Whe I first put on the skates..and walkied around in the rink(not inside the rink)..
It was easy..although a little bit wobbly...
But when I first put my feet on the ice..my feet was ohn turbo mode..
I just straight away slipped to the middle..
As I was the first to enter..and the others were behind me..
Adam and Derek (the real Pro) thought that I already know how to skate..
Seconds later..I crashed and burned..and sprained my ankles..

After a few more times of crashing and burning..I knew how to skate..
At a slow speed and without much cntrol that is..
Even the other girls that are first timers like myself started to get the hang of it too..
Soon..I was able to skate a whole round on the rink without falling..
Then..a faggot in black skated in the OPPOSITE FLOW OF TRAFFIC..
And heading towards me..bveing the newbie that I am..of course I couldn't avoid it..
Second later the faggot knocked my feet..sending me flying superman style..
And crash and burned on the snow..all the faggot could do was apologise..

After that..we went for dinner at Wong Kok..
Then the other boys decided to go to KFC instead..
Leaving me with all the girls..

While inside the train..
Both from Subang Jaya and the Rawang line..
We told a lot of jokes and funny happenings on the days..
We were so loud...haha
Suet Ee couldn't stop laughing..

A happy day..although I sprained my ankle..
It hurts like hell..

1 Malaysia Hang Out

On Monday..
Me,Hafiz,Sadiq,Ameer,Izdihar,Muhila and Hidayah hanged at Brem..
We went there after we've been to the school to claim our ko-ko marks..

We had luch at the food court..
A game of bowling..
And watched Zombieland..
Quite nice a movie..with loads of cool gun scenes..

Then after we came out..
The chinese gang was waiting for their turn to watch Zombieland..
We went doen to Just K for 3..yes fucking 3 hours of K..
But we went home after about 2 hours..the extra 1 hour was F.O.C anyway..
A fun and muhibbah day..haha

Because Of You

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't[

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

It's Over

It's over..
The fact that my secondary school life is over hasn't quite sink in yet..
It feels like that this is just one of those holiday periods..
That I have to retun to school after a few weeks..
Only that this time..the holiday is permanent..
And I won't have to go back to school ever again..except on the day that the results are out..

For the past few days I'm just lingering around..
Don't really know what to do..

On Wednesday night..
I went with the girls for New Moon..
Me,Ella,Suet Ee,Chloe,Mable,Melody,Moon Hui and Cheryl..
The 8 of us..quite a nice movie..well for the girls at least..

On Thursday..
Morning..I went with Adam and his friend to Damansara Kayu Ara..
We went for the 5hr session..the first part for the L license..finally..the first step towards driving..
Evening..Went for badminton..2hrs of it..
There we lots of people for badminton..
Me,Ella,Suet Ee,Mable,Chloe and her 2 little bros,Cheryl,Wee Vern,Moon Hui,Melody,Vic,Derek,Kar Yee,Pei Pei,Wee Vern,Wee Xin..
After badminton we went to Happy City Food COurt for dinner except for Kar Yee,Pei Pei and Chloe and her bros..
When we were planning to go to Desa Park City after dinner..
Moon Hui's car broke down..and I called my parents there to have a look and fix it..
After the car was fixed..all of us had no mood to go to Desa Prak anymore..so we just went home.

Today..
Morning..I went to my mum's office..and went to the Jusco there to buy things for my coming NS stint on the 2nd of January till the 14th of March..
Evening..went for futsal with the malay boys..had lots of fun and laughs..
Had a simple dinner at Firdouse..and then a half hour walk back home..

By the time I reach home..my whole body was aching..it still does now..
People always say sports is good for the body..
I think they failed to mention that too much sport is bad for the body..